reiII
one day it'll all be too late!
- Dec 5, 2023
- 64
My previous threads speak of me losing the SN I got from MDS source (back when it still existed) in 2023/early 2024 I forgor. Actually, I had not thrown it away like I initially thought. I hid it away too well, apparently. I found it in one of my anime garage kit figure boxes. 200mg. Sealed.
Maybe it is a sign. I have indeed been part of this community for 3 years now and my sadness is unchanging.
I may begin to move forward with securing the other medications needed.
So far my plan is to drive to a secluded place, hang out in my car for a while, take the concoction and walk as far as I can into the woods. There will also be no cell service.
Though it would be nice I don't desire to poison my room, which I like very much, by dying in it. Or have family find me.
But that is substantially easier said than done.
Anyways, I'm lucky I had SN all this time. I know about DSL but it seems very risky to order from there in Canada.
I don't think anyone cares about this, I don't really get replies to my threads, but yeah. I want to post a bit of art before I go, so I'm not forgotten. I hate that idea of a meaningless life even tho thats kinda what I got anyway
Maybe it is a sign. I have indeed been part of this community for 3 years now and my sadness is unchanging.
I may begin to move forward with securing the other medications needed.
So far my plan is to drive to a secluded place, hang out in my car for a while, take the concoction and walk as far as I can into the woods. There will also be no cell service.
Though it would be nice I don't desire to poison my room, which I like very much, by dying in it. Or have family find me.
But that is substantially easier said than done.
Anyways, I'm lucky I had SN all this time. I know about DSL but it seems very risky to order from there in Canada.
I don't think anyone cares about this, I don't really get replies to my threads, but yeah. I want to post a bit of art before I go, so I'm not forgotten. I hate that idea of a meaningless life even tho thats kinda what I got anyway
