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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
299
Is anyone out there also unsure whether to CTB or not? I've been at this for a while and I can't take it anymore
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
For me it's my SI that acts up sometimes. There is never a day that I don't want to cease to exist. On some days the desire is stronger, on some it is weaker, but it is always there. The quality of my life is very poor and it will only keep degrading. Yes, the SI deceives me and tells me I should live, but there is no hope for me.
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
299
Me too My brother
 
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lastboyscout

lastboyscout

Aint Life a Bitch
Sep 23, 2024
68
There are
For me it's my SI that acts up sometimes. There is never a day that I don't want to cease to exist. On some days the desire is stronger, on some it is weaker, but it is always there. The quality of my life is very poor and it will only keep degrading. Yes, the SI deceives me and tells me I should live, but there is no hope for me.
my reasons look so similar that for a moment I thought I had written your post lol
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
299


meus motivos são tão parecidos que por um momento pensei que tinha escrito seu post rs
O mesmo vale pra mim, estamos todo no mesmo barco
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
I want to disappear, to not exist anymore, but the thought of having to do it with my own hands is so draining. I have no energy to live and no energy to die
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
299
Eu quero desaparecer, não existir mais, mas o pensamento de ter que fazer isso com minhas próprias mãos é tão desgastante. Não tenho energia para viver e nem energia para morrer
Desejo melhoras pra ti sobre toda essa situation
 
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DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
There's no hurry if you're undecided, is there? It's a big decision.

I was undecided for quite a while but I think it's just because it's such a big commitment and there's no going back. Of course SI didn't help.

I hope you find your peace whatever that may be.
 

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