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latinoamericanboy
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- Sep 13, 2022
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More than a year considering suicide. I'm young, so the world sometimes surprises me. I think that despite all the bad things and suffering and struggle i still like the idea of living, maybe i'm even romanticizing it a little bit. Sometimes i was really down to it, and then something surprised me and pulled me just enough to make me live a little more. I wonder if there's a breaking point, a point of no return, something so awful and disgusting that steals my joy for good. There's also a possibility of mental illness, that there's some medication that will change things. But maybe... Maybe i should simply give up on this dumb hope of anything more meaningful, maybe that's all that will ever be.