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Ever thought of asking a kinder man for a plane ticket to go into another country?
I'm sorry that life is built this way.
Well, my sample size is 1, but I talked to one runaway once who met someone on the internet who got her a bus ticket to a foreign country and ended up in prostitution with that guy not doing anything to her directly, but basically acting as her pimp. So uh, that doesn't sound like a good idea.

Don't have any interesting questions, sorry! I hope the resources that got recommended to you will help you get out of this, Mio. :)
 
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WishfulNeanderthal

WishfulNeanderthal

Wishing for better times
Apr 18, 2025
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I do hope you manage to find yourself in a place of safety and joy. Take care of yourself, friend. (Regardless if this is real or not)
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

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I don't get it if what you say is true, why don't you just go back to your house to get your papers or whatever proves you exist and actually do something with your life? There's gotta be other ways to make money in Japan besides whoring yourself out and being homeless. Posting in a suicide forum isn't going to help surely there are Japanese communities or forums that could help with your situation. You mentioned asking guys to use their showers and stuff, but you never bothered telling those few decent men your story? They might actually help you, and I bet they would if you gave them the chance. And don't give me that 'men will lecture me' bullshit I'm being honest here, not trying to make you feel bad
Maybe she is suicidal and this is all that she can mentally and physically do, maybe she has trauma? There are lot of women stuck in extremely similar ways...
 
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HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
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Why, you want me to come over? cx (>᎑<๑)

I'd love to hear more about you. But gay bro, sis👁️👅👁️

Mad respect for you tho.

That guy sounds sweet as hell.

Anyway, have any girls asked to meet you? Have you become friends or see other girls like you?

Do you all have a monthly union to band against nasty men?

See any of your hosts on the street? Anything happen? Or do you avoid?

Do you look forward to anything?

What would you want right now?

What's your favourite food?

Do you keep anything to remember your hosts?

Is there an equivalent of this for outside of Japan?

Meow.
 
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Some people have questioned if this is real or not, and to be fair one can never be 100% sure when it comes to the internet... But as for me, right now, I'd rather believe it is real and be "fooled" than thinking it's fake and missing the chance to maybe give some words of encouragement to someone...

Having said that, I feel deeply saddened for what you're going through. And even if it's not the kind of stuff someone might be proud of. As far as I know, you've been doing all you can to hang on to life itself and survive, and that's... well, only human. That does deserve inmese praise at the very least.

I geniunely hope and pray so you can find that oportunity, that gap out of this loop. Maybe through the legal methods that have been mentioned previously or through a generous helping hand, but so you may then have the stable, independent life you need and deserve.

And now that I'm at it. I guess I might aswell ask something... 😅

Do you listen to music?
If so, who or what do you often like to listen to? and why?🎵...


Best of wishes, and thank you for reading 🙌🏻
 
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Mio_Kamimachi

Mio_Kamimachi

funny sad title
May 4, 2026
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I am really sorry for taking so long. Responding to everyone takes so much time! I am typing as fast as i can

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Ever thought of asking a kinder man for a plane ticket to go into another country?
I'm sorry that life is built this way.
The men aren't disgusting pigs at all. Its a trade, nothing more. We both have something we want from each other so its not like they take advantage of me. I know what I am doing. Im dumb, reckless and have no self worth anyway so that helps numb everything out. I don't cost as much as street bunnies and i am not even sure if they do other things. So many just men want a girlfriend and i can give them that for a night. Most just want affection and be held. You might even praise me as a social worker cx

If you are doing something somewhat like sex work, is there a reason why you haven't considered doing OnlyFans? Is that something you wouldn't want to do?
I guess you can consider it sex work if you want. I see it more like the kanojo service. The girlfriend date buying renting thing, idk in english. I also have the freedom to just do it via app from wherever i want, can pick the ones i like myself, don't have to talk much initially and can judge them via texting beforehand. It's exciting really. Dangerous but exciting. OnlyFans isn't an options because i don't want to send pictures of me. that stays between guy and me. It apparently doesn't make money anyway. I don't even have a steady internet connection for something like that. Not for me.

Well, my sample size is 1, but I talked to one runaway once who met someone on the internet who got her a bus ticket to a foreign country and ended up in prostitution with that guy not doing anything to her directly, but basically acting as her pimp. So uh, that doesn't sound like a good idea.

Don't have any interesting questions, sorry! I hope the resources that got recommended to you will help you get out of this, Mio. :)
No person will ever own me! I would never consider stepping into a cabaret club / kaba-kura. I see those girl sometimes and they look often miserable. I stay away from fukutomicho because of it. Not my kind of people and scene. Also more and more police. A bit ago the police closed down most of koganecho which was a "night life" spot as well. too risky. Anyway, thank you for the sweet well wishes. Take good care of yourself as well.

I don't get it if what you say is true, why don't you just go back to your house to get your papers or whatever proves you exist and actually do something with your life? There's gotta be other ways to make money in Japan besides whoring yourself out and being homeless. Posting in a suicide forum isn't going to help surely there are Japanese communities or forums that could help with your situation. You mentioned asking guys to use their showers and stuff, but you never bothered telling those few decent men your story? They might actually help you, and I bet they would if you gave them the chance. And don't give me that 'men will lecture me' bullshit I'm being honest here, not trying to make you feel bad
Uh, you're not worth my time. Next.

I do hope you manage to find yourself in a place of safety and joy. Take care of yourself, friend. (Regardless if this is real or not)
Thank you. I will be fine.

Maybe she is suicidal and this is all that she can mentally and physically do, maybe she has trauma? There are lot of women stuck in extremely similar ways...
Ding ding ding. Exactly what you said. I am a suicidal no self worth adrenaline junkie. Guess i was always gonna end up like this.

Also, please no more going back to Shizuoka questions :)

Anyway, have any girls asked to meet you? Have you become friends or see other girls like you?

Do you all have a monthly union to band against nasty men?
We do meet. It's like a junkie instantly recognizes a junkie type of thing. We chat and kill time. Sometimes warn each other but i dont really want to befriend any of them further than that.

See any of your hosts on the street? Anything happen? Or do you avoid? Do you keep anything to remember your hosts? Is there an equivalent of this for outside of Japan?
Japanese cities are very big, so no. I don't see them, and my memory is bad anyway. It's very very rare. I don't know if other countries have girls like me. they probably do.

What would you want right now? What's your favourite food?
I am sitting in an Izakaya place right now drinking something and stealing wifi. i probably get kicked out soon. Edit: OOH right, my favourite food is karaage (fried chicken) or just some Ramen or Miso. Something nice, salty and warm is sometimes very needed to not fall over.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

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The men aren't disgusting pigs at all. Its a trade, nothing more. We both have something we want from each other so its not like they take advantage of me. I know what I am doing. Im dumb, reckless and have no self worth anyway so that helps numb everything out. I don't cost as much as street bunnies and i am not even sure if they do other things. So many just men want a girlfriend and i can give them that for a night. Most just want affection and be held. You might even praise me as a social worker cx
No, respectfully, no. It's fine to view life in another way than I do but it is factually incorrect, I don't believe in a world where people "trade" eachother, I refuse to respect or even acknowledge it and I'll gladly burn it if I ever had the chance.

I am sorry that this is happening to you once again.
 
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Mio_Kamimachi

Mio_Kamimachi

funny sad title
May 4, 2026
25
Some people have questioned if this is real or not, and to be fair one can never be 100% sure when it comes to the internet... But as for me, right now, I'd rather believe it is real and be "fooled" than thinking it's fake and missing the chance to maybe give some words of encouragement to someone...

Having said that, I feel deeply saddened for what you're going through. And even if it's not the kind of stuff someone might be proud of. As far as I know, you've been doing all you can to hang on to life itself and survive, and that's... well, only human. That does deserve inmese praise at the very least.

I geniunely hope and pray so you can find that oportunity, that gap out of this loop. Maybe through the legal methods that have been mentioned previously or through a generous helping hand, but so you may then have the stable, independent life you need and deserve.

Do you listen to music?
If so, who or what do you often like to listen to? and why?🎵...
Most times i am not even sure if i am real anymore. It's okay to question me. As you said, it is the internet after all, and people should question things they see on the internet more often anyway.

Hey... thank you. It is really is incredibly hard at times. I'm not proud of who i am, and i'm probably just being stubborn about not going back home as well. Growing up there was awful. I might ask around about those organisations and if they are safe, don't want to risk it. I live such a confusing mix of not trusting anything or anyone but also just reaching a point where i couldn't care less. Sometimes i am paranoid about everybody on the street. Other times i secretly hope somebody stabs me. Guess the real me only shines through the dark humor and the numbness sometimes. Gotta be tough to stay alive out here. :3

I mostly listen to japanese songs. Currently i am addicted to 稲葉曇 / inabakumori. Those two songs are my favorite at the moment:



No, respectfully, no. It's fine to view life in another way than I do but it is factually incorrect, I don't believe in a world where people "trade" eachother, I refuse to respect or even acknowledge it and I'll gladly burn it if I ever had the chance.

I am sorry that this is happening to you once again.
it is fine if you don't want to acknowledge it. is how i stay off the street and find a place to sleep. i am not asking for anyone to respect it.

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I need to get going and need a break anyway.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,722
I've heard before about in Japan there being such a thing as "girlfriend rental" or something like that. Where single men just have a girlfriend for a day or a time or whatever. I gather it isn't so much about sex, though it might be sometimes, but is for the lonely people out there who otherwise wouldn't have anyone, so they kind of rent a relationship for a bit. Maybe I've misheard that?

In any case, I bring that up... because when you strip away the depression and aspects of what is driving the OP to have this life she is relating to us... there appears to be something in Japanese culture that seems to allow for more casual non-committed relationships where both people get something out of it and then move on afterwards. It feels a little alien to me, because I feel like relationships have become too transactional and I think it is killing society... but if you're in a culture where this is more normalized, I'm not sure what the OP is doing is as strange in Japan as it might seem to us on the other side of the world.
 

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