NSFW Uncensored AMA: 19yo Kamimachi runaway, body for a bed

[Mio_Kamimachi]

Kamimachi basically means "waiting for god" but my "gods" are usually just random older men with a spare bed and some really specific, weird requests. People seem to have a lot of theories about girls like me, so I figured I would just lay it all out there, cause I'm bored.

I am Mio, 19, and I have been living as a runaway ghost in and around Yokohama for about a year now. Since I am staying with a guy who actually isn't a monster for once and he is sharing his Wi-Fi and his bed for another night, I wanted to do an uncensored AMA.

Ask me anything at all, no matter how personal, dark, unhinged, or intimate it gets. Completely uncensored.
Want to know about the absolute weirdest "request" a guy has had, or what the longest time I have ever gone without eating? Maybe you are curious how I keep my hair and clothes clean when I cannot find a place to stay, or if guys actually try to "lecture" me. You can ask how I handle it when things turn really scary, or even just what my favorite food is when I actually get to eat.

Nothing is too taboo for me anymore. I can't sleep, and my life is basically a dark joke, so you might as well get some answers while I have the signal.

My Only Rule: No assertive advice or lectures in this thread please. I've heard it all already. I'm just here to chat, so don't try to be my dad.

 

[Mio_Kamimachi]

Bump because I did end up falling asleep. Also no clue if that topic is even interesting. Im mostly bored

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

No question, just a statement: If you're really being genuine and not just trolling, then I wish you luck with him in that he lets you stay indefinitely, hopefully for a long time.

 

[auti]

Are the men usually pretty mean?

 

[Mio_Kamimachi]

No question, just a statement: If you're really being genuine and not just trolling, then I wish you luck with him in that he lets you stay indefinitely, hopefully for a long time.

I ususally only stay one night. If the guy is bearable i sometimes stay 2. I never stay longer than 3 and I will not break that rule. I don't want them to get attached to me and dream up that I am their partner or something. Max 3. Never more.

Are the men usually pretty mean?

It is a total coin toss, honestly. I have met real monsters who do the terrible things people always warn you about. Those are the ones who treat me like an object they bought at a convenience store. They beat, cut, or tie me down... just pure evil.

But I have to say, the majority are just lonely. They want to cuddle, or maybe it is their first time, or they are just too busy at work to get an actual girlfriend. They are usually more kind to me. They can be a little weird, but they have a good heart, I guess.

There are also the kinky ones that want to try new stuff and I am way cheaper than the usual street girl that is in it for the money. It does certainly help I still have my old school uniform and look younger. That should tell you enough about a lot of those men.

 

[Munder]

Coke or Pepsi?

(Sending you some love and kindness )

 

[SASU-KE]

I watched a show called Higehiro years ago with this exact situation.

Have you ever wondered about meeting someone nice this way?Would you consider actually moving in permanently with someone who seems nice and starting a relationship with them?

Also, how long do you plan to do this? Do you have any other plans for the future or are you playing it by ear?I hope you come across decent people and you stay safe

 

[Mio_Kamimachi]

Coke or Pepsi?

Um, Coke Orange-Vanilla! It's sooo good. Can't find it anymore nowadays. Maybe i am just blind. Any type of coke really

I watched a show called Higehiro years ago with this exact situation.

Have you ever wondered about meeting someone nice this way?Would you consider actually moving in permanently with someone who seems nice and starting a relationship with them?

Also, how long do you plan to do this? Do you have any other plans for the future or you playing it by ear?I hope you come across decent people and you stay safe

I actually watched that show a while ago, mostly because I was curious to see what people think my life is like. It is a total fairy tale compared to the actual experience, well mine, mrs "W larp". Was wondering how long it would take for somebody to bring it up haha.

I have wondered about meeting someone genuinely nice, but i have had way too many bad experiences to ever take that kind of risk. There are just way too many creeps out there. Especially in this city. To be honest, i would never stay with a guy like the one in that anime. I really hate that lecturing, wannabe dad type. I would much rather earn my stay, make him happy and get it over with, than have to listen to life lessons from a stranger who has no clue about me and i have no energy to tell my whole life story to a stranger (I don't mean you people on this forum. You can ask all you want). I am definitely not in love with them, and they are usually not the type of person I would ever date in a normal life anyway.

Plus, I actually like girls more, so that makes it even less likely. They're cute :3

No idea how long i will stay in the game. I don't think that far. I honestly think i don't even make it that far. Is it even worth my energy to plan ahead? It's life. Life sucks. A part of me would love a static place to stay. No worries about how to get food or where I should go if it rains. Or how to get through another winter without dying or ending up in those overfilled shelters that will just lead to me being shipped back home. It wasn't always like this but i don't feel safe staying in one spot longer than a few days. I am constantly on edge expecting something bad to happen. Like a trapped animal. I cant relax. The only places i can relax is 2 am in some non nightlife area and just sit and breathe. Those are the only moments i ever feel safe. Even with the guy now, he is nice and all but my standards are really low and i just wanted his good wifi for longer. If hes happy with it for another night, yay! go me!

I make so many typos. I must still be waking up.

 

[ijustwannabeloved]

W larps

 

[SASU-KE]

Was wondering how long it would take for somebody to bring it up haha.

I seriously didn't want to be the one to bring it up first. I too was waiting for someone else to do it

A part of me would love a static place to stay.

This was actually another question. This seems like a very difficult life. Like a Vagabond. You're almost like Musashi but without the romanticism.
I saw a documentary a few years ago about the young people living in net cafes and how the net cafes charged very low rent so they preferred that.

I hope things stabilize for you and you find a good place for yourself.