hiya peoples, just saw this thread and it is local to me, i am there with you myself, got fiddled out of an sn sale a few months by a scam site found myself back here reading others stories and then found a legit source, so done another request from a source i found, overseas, i am in scotland too, but am english, london born, but paisley renfrewshire resident, about 8 yrs give or take now, so an adopted scot ?, i hope you peoples are ok and wish you peace whatever you decide to do moving forward, this life is hellish, i honestly dont know how people walk around with a sunshine and rainbows outlook to everything when often the world is so cruel, dark, hideous, and uncaring in general, take care man, if ever you need a chinwag i could see what i can do, tho i doubt i would be much use i suck at everything else, but am in a similar boat to you guys, just wanting life to STOP, it is too overwhelming, i understand the feels of just wanting it to end, god bless and wishing you guys/gals peace whichever way you go about it, i feel we are often worse when mental health services gaslight and invalidate us, even after reaching out which is the go to advice, than and crisis lines, none of which works, it is understandable having feelings of suicide, have any you you guys encountered this or just me ?, when dealing with mental health services ? like they just dont care about us ?, anyhoo take care peoples, god bless