Venting UGHHHH

[foreverotting]

i dont even want to live anymore happy or not this world is absolute dogshit why do i have to learn to cope with this life i didnt choose to live in hell

 

[Sunset Limited]

We had dinner tonight with my mother, sister and niece. I talked and laughed. None of them were real. I no longer have feelings for them, or for anything on this planet. For a moment I thought of telling them this. Nothing will change. I am already dead. I just have to play the man who lives for a little while longer. I can do that. That's what I've been doing all my life anyway.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The world does suck, doesn't it? It doesn't seem to get any better no matter what anyone does. It seems all pointless to me, too. Why bother? It doesn't make anything better. It's all just futile, IMO.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. All that I want is to be gone, I am tired of suffering. I see no point to me being here. This life really is so depressing. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, none of us asked for this horrible life in the first place anyway. I hope you find relief from your pain.