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Ben 111

Ben 111

Specialist
Apr 29, 2026
312
Why does killing urself have to be so difficult, i hate this survive instinct..i just wanna die..my head is throbbing RN frm CO exposure,
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
758
I hope you and your brain are okay.
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Specialist
Apr 29, 2026
312
Im so exhausted 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨
 
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GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
123
How's it going, Ben? You feeling alright?
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Specialist
Apr 29, 2026
312
Well I tried killing myself and wasn't successful, im truly not okay.i wanna ctb like ASAP
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,461
Sorry. I've read too many times that this is a tough method. Maybe consider something else.
 

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