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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
229
Idc or gaf about pain. I just WANT TO DIE. Like living is honestly for my situation is FAR more painful than physical pain. I suspect that that's why people will CTB with extreme ways such as Samarai'ng themselves with a knife or sword, drinking cleaning products or rubbing alcohol etc. for them or us, living is a fate worse than death and FAR more painful so anything that is extremely painful will PALE in comparison to living you know?

Also if I swallowed a whole bottle of Tylenol how long would it take for liver failure if I push through the pain(ffs I practically have burnt my skin and I'm not fucking joking I have) by washing my feet and hands in scalding hot water without even realizing that it burns you know? Weird huh? And I have a VERY HIGH pain tolerance and determination you know? So how long would death come to me if I did such a thing? :).
 
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behindtheveil

Member
Oct 12, 2025
339
Liver failure does not occur the way you think it does. It's a gradual process and can be quite painful. I am sure you must be in a lot of turmoil to even think such a step. But my fellow passenger, take a step back for a sec and simply breathe.
I am not persuading you in any direction as it is your choice at the end of the day. There must be other less painful methods available. But if you ever feel like sharing anything, feel free to drop a line. Take care.
 
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ilovenewyork

Specialist
Nov 16, 2025
306
weeks to months. very painful and traumatic
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
229
Liver failure does not occur the way you think it does. It's a gradual process and can be quite painful. I am sure you must be in a lot of turmoil to even think such a step. But my fellow passenger, take a step back for a sec and simply breathe.
I am not persuading you in any direction as it is your choice at the end of the day. There must be other less painful methods available. But if you ever feel like sharing anything, feel free to drop a line. Take care.
I don't have SN and couldn't buy it when DSL was still up, partial suspension has and keeps on failing me and my life has gone to shit so badly and I've lost EVERYTHING I've ever known and loved In my life via my own impulsive actions and severe debilitating medical issues that has lead me to seeking treatment only for the meds that were supposed to help me end up bringing me into the hell that I know and LOATHE today! :(. 😭😭😭. :(.
weeks to months. very painful and traumatic
How many weeks exactly? :).
 
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interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
218
you're not going to die from a tylenol overdose, just amplify your suffering. i know living sucks, but if you end up overdosing with this you'll only want to die further.
there are other SN sellers also. DSL wasn't the only one
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
229
you're not going to die from a tylenol overdose, just amplify your suffering. i know living sucks, but if you end up overdosing with this you'll only want to die further.
there are other SN sellers also. DSL wasn't the only one
Would I die from a liver failure though? And also I can't buy anything. I'm unemployed can't get a job, no car no license just a permit. Only 21. My life is a fucking joke. And I'm the butt of it!!! :(.
 
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Realgar

Member
Aug 19, 2024
93
Everybody here is advising you against using Tylenol to CTB and for good reason!
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
229
Everybody here is advising you against using Tylenol to CTB and for good reason!
Idk why nobody is replying to me.
1. How many weeks
2. I again have a HIGH pain tolerance AND what if I just kept on going? Even IF I didn't survive the first time what if I just kept on going? Over and over and over again. Just keep on taking the Tylenol. OD after OD after OD. Hospital visits? Oh yeah sure. But then be let over and rinse and repeat until my liver and body is SO BROKEN that it ultimately kills me! Determination FTW!!! 😁😁😁. :).
 
interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
218
no one's replying to you because you're trying to attempt a well-known non-method. this isn't going to work even if you "keep going" or if you "have a high pain tolerance". you're being obtuse on purpose and choosing not to listen. if everyone's telling you not to, it's because it doesn't work. you'll get chronic liver issues and that's it.

we're all in pain here. we've all considered paracetamol. we've all found out it's not a viable option in any way, shape or form. if you wanna go ahead and find out for yourself, then it's your choice. as behindtheveil said, no one can really tell you what to do. but we're simply warning you out of care. hugs, i know it sucks suffering, but i promise you there's better ways than a tylenol od.
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
229
no one's replying to you because you're trying to attempt a well-known non-method. this isn't going to work even if you "keep going" or if you "have a high pain tolerance". you're being obtuse on purpose and choosing not to listen. if everyone's telling you not to, it's because it doesn't work. you'll get chronic liver issues and that's it.

we're all in pain here. we've all considered paracetamol. we've all found out it's not a viable option in any way, shape or form. if you wanna go ahead and find out for yourself, then it's your choice. as behindtheveil said, no one can really tell you what to do. but we're simply warning you out of care. hugs, i know it sucks suffering, but i promise you there's better ways than a tylenol od.
Then I guess I'm stuck in hell
Forever and there's no way out.
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
290
Suggest you read the resources in the sticky threads provided on this website.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,273
As this is considered a non-method, there is not going to be information on it here. You are going to hvw to do some light reading
 
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behindtheveil

Member
Oct 12, 2025
339
The situation you are in really sucks and makes your rush to end it all understandable. But as everything in life sometimes we need to go through the storm to get home. Only through perseverance and clear thinking you can achieve anything you wish to achieve. When you can't see the door because of the darkness, taking baby steps might help. One day- one step. I am not saying this will solve everything, but it will surely get you out of the situation you are in right now. Just hang in there.
 
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