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October112021

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Oct 8, 2022
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Hello.

On October 11, 2022, I will book my motel room. I have Sodium Nitrite from DD, Tagamet, and various antacids (Kaeopectate, Pepto Bismol). No propanalol or anti-emetic. When should I start my fast? Can I be successful without an anti-emetic?
 
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BusTicketholder

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Ticket Holder
Oct 7, 2022
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I would like to know this as well. Even with an anti-emetic I've failed thanks to my survival instincts.
 
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onetapgandhi

Student
Oct 4, 2022
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You can be for sure but they should be used for better results
 
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jk9761

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Jul 25, 2022
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you drank sn and woke up . how many grams did you take and any antiemetics or any thing to go with it
 
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October112021

Student
Oct 8, 2022
141
Today is my last full day here. Around this time tomorrow I will be ingesting sodium nitrite in a motel room not terribly far from me.

One concern of mine is quantum immortality of some kind. I don't believe in souls or spirits. I hope I die and stay dead.

The last films I watch tonight will be Phantasm , A horror film classic, and What Dreams May Come, perhaps a stereotypical choice but one I appreciate.

When I CTB, I will be listening to two songs: "Sleep" by The Third & The Mortal and "I Ghosts I" by NIN.



 
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what dreams may come one of my favourite films.. try lovely bones it's absolutely beautiful yet thoughtful watch..
 
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October112021

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what dreams may come one of my favourite films.. try lovely bones it's absolutely beautiful yet thoughtful watch..

I have seen it. It's wonderful.
 
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I wish you freedom from all suffering.
 
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October112021

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Oct 8, 2022
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Also, a question for those of you who know.

My regimen probably looks something like this:

Right now: Eat my final meal (fish and hush puppies with milk)
7:00 A.M. Arrive at motel and check in
7:30 A.M. Shower and sleep for a few hours
~ 10:00 A.M. take two tabs of Tagamet, drink some Pepto Bismol
~ 12:00 P.M. take two tabs of Tagamet, drink Pepto Bishop
~ 2:00 P.M. take two tabs of Tagamet, drink Pepto Bishop
~ 4:00 P.M. take two tabs of Tagamet slsep
~ 6:00 P.M. take two tabs of Tagamet
~ 8:00 P.M. take two tabs of Tagamet
~ 10:00 P.M. mix sodium nitrite, drink

Should this work?
 
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Oct 17, 2021
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Wishing you the best whatever that is.. i want to see those movies you mention, thanks for sharing
 
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May you find the peace you seek.
 
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you drank sn and woke up . how many grams did you take and any antiemetics or any thing to go with it
Brother you have to click "Reply" under people's message
 
thebunny

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be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
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i hope you achieve the results you want with your ctb endeavours. having no antiemetics seems quite the risk, so do make sure you prepare 2-3 drinks for back up. i wish you all the best! sending hugs.
 
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Wish you the best @ThePaleWhiteLight @GoingAwayParty sorry it's come to this.. 🤗 😥
 
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October112021

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Gearing up for it. I need to wait until early in the morning to leave.
 
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Gearing up for it. I need to wait until early in the morning to leave.
I'm not sure if you've been keeping up with the forum lately since you left but a lot of things have changed the ppeh states that antacids aren't even recommended anymore.. I guess it doesn't hurt to take them anyway.
 
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October112021

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Oct 8, 2022
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I'm not sure if you've been keeping up with the forum lately since you left but a lot of things have changed the ppeh states that antacids aren't even recommended anymore.. I guess it doesn't hurt to take them anyway.

Are they said to be counterproductive, or just not necessary?

Also, I have a 60 ml measuring cup. I believe the appropriate amount is 20 mls? So 1/3rd of the cup? And I'll be making two drinks.
 
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Are they said to be counterproductive, or just not necessary?

Also, I have a 60 ml measuring cup. I believe the appropriate amount is 20 mls? So 1/3rd of the cup? And I'll be making two drinks.
Apparently by taking antacids it reduces the stomach acid which means that less nitrite will be converted into nitric oxide. Nitric oxide is a vasodilator which should assist in going unconscious quicker..

I have DD and will be using 20ml of SN in each cup.. which should be around 1.4 tablespoons.

Disclaimer: I am not encouraging anyone to commit suicide this is for educational purposes only.

I highly recommend anyone reading this to weigh every option possible and to try everything that you can.
 
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October112021

Student
Oct 8, 2022
141
Understood. I wonder if it would be worthwhile to drink a lot of soda then, or something else acidic before going?
 
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Understood. I wonder if it would be worthwhile to drink a lot of soda then, or something else acidic before going?
I will be sticking to the updated guide as much as possible..

I really hope this is what you want man..
 
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October112021

Student
Oct 8, 2022
141
I'll keep this thread updated. If anyone is in Illinois or Missouri and wants to go within the next forty eight hours, I am certainly willing to take a partner. If not, good luck and God speed to you all. I am also willing to communicate during my final moments somehow, assuming that the motel has WiFi.
 
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October112021

Student
Oct 8, 2022
141
I'm still here. Pushed back one day. But one day only. With luck, I'll be checking into my motel tonight.
 
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Outandproud

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Oct 17, 2021
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Have a nice day and night, hope everything goes well for you and that the hotel is confortable enough
 
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Changpango

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Aug 28, 2022
15
Are you going to get us updater after you have taken the SN?
Glad to hear that, have a nice day!
 

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