turningoveranewleaf
student, lesbian, tired
- Feb 17, 2022
- 3
my mother knew her boyfriend has wanted to fuck me since i was 12, i never said i noticed the way he looked at me or anything because i knew without him there wouldn't be any food or rent money.
i ignored him jacking off in the same tent at a camping trip, i ignored the peeping through the keyhole, i ignored the way he would only call my name when he was drunk, i ignored him when he wanted to marry my mother only because he thought I'd take his name as well.
My mother noticed all of this and apparently is blaming me, my clothes, the way i was uninterested, the fact i never said anything.
I wish i committed when i had access to chemicals, would've been a pretty peaceful death, but hey can't turn back time now.
still can't belive they actually said those words out loud. some people shouldn't be allowed to have kids.
i ignored him jacking off in the same tent at a camping trip, i ignored the peeping through the keyhole, i ignored the way he would only call my name when he was drunk, i ignored him when he wanted to marry my mother only because he thought I'd take his name as well.
My mother noticed all of this and apparently is blaming me, my clothes, the way i was uninterested, the fact i never said anything.
I wish i committed when i had access to chemicals, would've been a pretty peaceful death, but hey can't turn back time now.
still can't belive they actually said those words out loud. some people shouldn't be allowed to have kids.