foreverandever
雪は溶かさずに春はまだまだ遠いのまま
- Mar 23, 2026
- 24
I've felt like I'm been spinning my wheels for the last few years. I've accomplished nothing, gotten no closer to my goals, and generally wasted my time. One of the biggest reasons I want to ctb is the fact that I'm 32 and I feel like I've wasted my life.
But, I've made some promises to keep trying, so here I am. I just don't have any clue as to how to start turning my life around.
Some details: I've been working on a bachelor's degree for eight years now, but I only realized I was in the wrong degree for my career, teaching, in the middle of Fall semester last year, (I'm a moron). I only have two semesters left to finish, so I feel obligated to. But I won't even be able to get into the career I want once I am done. I should've been done with all of this years ago. I've also never been in a relationship, and my mental health is abysmal. I don't feel like I have anything to offer the world. Years of effort with nothing to show for it.
Am I too late? Does anyone have any practical advice on how to fix my life?
Thank you.
But, I've made some promises to keep trying, so here I am. I just don't have any clue as to how to start turning my life around.
Some details: I've been working on a bachelor's degree for eight years now, but I only realized I was in the wrong degree for my career, teaching, in the middle of Fall semester last year, (I'm a moron). I only have two semesters left to finish, so I feel obligated to. But I won't even be able to get into the career I want once I am done. I should've been done with all of this years ago. I've also never been in a relationship, and my mental health is abysmal. I don't feel like I have anything to offer the world. Years of effort with nothing to show for it.
Am I too late? Does anyone have any practical advice on how to fix my life?
Thank you.
