Trying to work up the courage

[uniquealiengrunt]

So thankful that I have found this forum.

Life has not been kind to me these past few
years and after dealing with the passing of 2 close family members and being unemployed for 6 months, I give up. I'm lucky to live in the US where I can go to a sporting goods store and choose a quick way to go out but I can't work up the courage to go due to social anxiety and maybe some other stuff. My car will more than likely be shut off/ repo'd in the next few days and I'm quickly running out of money so I feel like it's now or never.

I need encouragement/ help or maybe some alternative methods.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is such a cruel existence where people suffer all through no fault of their own but anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[Hystearical]

It's a travesty that you feel forced to kill yourself because of dire financial straits. America should be ashamed. If you had a bit more financial stability would you feel as compelled to die or are there other reasons?