Trying to pick a ctb method

[FnlExitProtocol93]

I'm praying and everything but it feels like there's just no way out of this, instead I'm staring off at work where I can't earn enough to cover both my car payments and my utilities and my rent.
I'm trying to think of ways to die. At first I thought about re puncturing the scab in my arm from plasma donation but it usually clots too quickly before I can get to a comfortable place.
I thought about poisoning but I don't know where to start.

I hate to leave my brother and my roommate but it's just not working out and I don't want to be on the street. I'd rather die than go homeless.
Any painless ideas?
There's still the damn they haven't destroyed yet in my city. But I imagine that is painful.

 

[k41tlynn]

I think gunshot in middle of forehead is easiest and effective. its the closest you'll get to immediate death

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I'd rather help you brainstorm on how to avoid it. There's nowhere you could put an additional roommate? No way to get out of the car payments & buy a cheap as possible (mine was $2,500) car instead? Or Uber it for a while? Have you tried to see if you're eligible for any sort of aid? If you haven't, the time to check is now.

 

[FnlExitProtocol93]

I'd rather help you brainstorm on how to avoid it. There's nowhere you could put an additional roommate? No way to get out of the car payments & buy a cheap as possible (mine was $2,500) car instead? Or Uber it for a while? Have you tried to see if you're eligible for any sort of aid? If you haven't, the time to check is now.

I've been checking resources, it's hard as we are already at capacity but they won't give my brother more hours, he makes 15 while I make 13.
The car I got is a 06 spectra, I pay 500 a month in two 250 payments. I have three cars but they don't run at the moment.