Trying to be careful making this Thread

[sealbabies]

My SN came in this afternoon, but I already took my Wellbutrin this morning so I don't want to risk it.
Now I've just got to clean up things here. Make sure no one is visiting this weekend... and I'm doing it. Going wherever my dear Thomas went.
I hate to do it where I know my mom will find me eventually (unless I get lucky and one of the maintenance people come upon me first), I know what it's like to find a body.
As much as I love her, I can't live like this.
What I have is SN (stated 99%), Seroquel, Clonazepam, Ibuprofen, and Tagamet. I think this is as set as I can get.

I'll try and post on this thread before I go.
A proper goodbye somewhere.

I'm so close.

 

[Zugade]

Good luck if you go through with it, and rest easy. We'll be here for you for as long as you need it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace and freedom from pain in whatever happens.

 

[Lullaby]

Honestly just wishing nothing but the best for you, regardless of what happens.

 

[Al_stargate]

Sorry about your heartbreak, wish you well!

 

[Megneedshelp]

I really hope everything works out for you <3

 

[kiuya]

Hopefully you'll get to see Thomas. We are here if you need it.

 

[Zeus35]

Bye, I hope you go to a lovely place. I'll be going around 2am today although I'll get drunk 1am in preparation and send everything out at 2am. Messages ecetera. I wanted to say thank you for being very kind a supportive to me. I hope your exit is speedy and without pain x
Bye from double trouble number 1.
Bye from double trouble number 2 x

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I'm sorry for your suffering. I hope you can find peace in whatever happens

 

[sealbabies]

Today is it.
Didn't take Wellbutrin, only 2 clonazepam so far.
Probably really won't eat today. I ate yesterday though.
Chill out on drinking water frequently around 7:00 pm.

• 8:00 pm - Ibuprofen 600 mg
• 8:20 pm - Seroquel 300 mg
• 8:25 pm - Clonazepam 6 mg
• 8:30 pm - Tagamet 400 mg
• 9:00 pm - SN 20g in 50 ml of water (back up glass as well)
  -more Clonazepam on hand in case-

Did the dishes, need to shower, have a towel on mattress, trash bin in case I throw up, also need to send out my delayed email to my mom scheduled for Monday.
Going to grab all the things I have of Thomas to be by me as I go tonight.

I'll let you all know when I am drinking the SN before I sign off and clear history.

 

[eternalflame]

Wishing you the best, you're pretty cool you know?

 

[Xibalba]

Peace to you @sealbabies

 

[WanderingWater]

Peace Be with You.

 

[wljourney]

May you find peace and relief.
All the very best.

 

[sealbabies]

It's 8:00 pm here, I think it's best to make my last post now instead of later.
Everything I wish to do is in order. I appreciate every one of your words. Best wishes to you all as well.
Peace wherever you may find it.

I will disable this account. Good bye everyone

 

[Shu]

It's 8:00 pm here, I think it's best to make my last post now instead of later.
Everything I wish to do is in order. I appreciate every one of your words. Best wishes to you all as well.
Peace wherever you may find it.

I will disable this account. Good bye everyone

Goodbye Sealbabies.. thank you for everything. I pray for you to have a safe journey. You are very kind. I appreciate your presence.. Safe Journey. Thank you for everything..

 

[SpaceCadet]

It's 8:00 pm here, I think it's best to make my last post now instead of later.
Everything I wish to do is in order. I appreciate every one of your words. Best wishes to you all as well.
Peace wherever you may find it.

I will disable this account. Good bye everyone

Farewell, wathever you decide i'm following you soon, peace to you 🕊❤