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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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Already took anti and some benzos. 20 SN capsules already prepped. Already super tired from the benzos so once i take SN ill hop in the bed and sleep like a baby.
 
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Lethe

Lethe

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Sep 19, 2019
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Best of luck on your journey, keep us posted if you can.
 
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shango

shango

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Sep 9, 2019
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My heart goes out to you man. Wish you luck
 
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DeathImminent

DeathImminent

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Aug 9, 2019
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I dont know what to say... i am sad you are doing this but if this is your only option then i wish you luck, may your suffering end. Goodbye
May you find peace.. please do try to keep us updated. Very curious about using capsules and the rate of dissolving.
I know you might be interrested in how SN in capsules progress but let him have his final peaceful sleep instead of posting how he is feeling..
 
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Disintegration

Disintegration

Life is a terminal sexually transmitted disease.
Sep 28, 2019
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I dont know what to say... i am sad you are doing this but if this is your only option then i wish you luck, may your suffering end. Goodbye

I know you might be interrested in how SN in capsules progress but let him have his final peaceful sleep instead of posting how he is feeling..
I agree... I realize it was insensitive. I apologize... all the best to this person in this sacred moment.
 
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OreoWellington

OreoWellington

Ready To Die
Sep 28, 2019
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I hope you have a most beautiful, peaceful sleep knowing that all is about to be gone, wither away, and fade soon. ❤❤❤❤
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

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Aug 6, 2019
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Sleep easy young man. I know you've been struggling. I wish you peace.
 
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blackflag1

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Oct 6, 2019
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Good luck on your final journey.
 
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Dawn0071111

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Dec 9, 2018
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May your exit be safe peaceful & beautiful....
 
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Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
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Good luck with your journey. May you find the peace you seek.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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I'm sending you hugs :hug::hug::hug: I hope you find peace. :heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
Nyanpasuu

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Sep 29, 2019
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Good luck, hope you find peace :heart:
 
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ihatepain

ihatepain

I never wanted to be born.
Mar 24, 2019
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Good luck. I hope it goes exactly how you want it to go.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
330
Benzos knocked me out just woke up. About to go for it.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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4 down so far
9 down
8 more to go and my neck and chest feel overfilled already
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

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Aug 6, 2019
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It's been almost 1.5 hours since his last post. Did anyone PM with him after that?
 
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I screwed up

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Sep 11, 2019
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HopE he was successful and is at peace now. Failed attempt really sucks ...
HopE he was successful and is at peace now. Failed attempt really sucks ...
Apology for the double post ... Some problem with me cell phone
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

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Aug 6, 2019
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What are the effects on the body if the attempt fails?
This is a goodbye post, if you have questions go start your own post. Have some respect.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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To the best of my knowledge SN effects are completely reversible ... No permanent damage. Someone can correct me if I m wrong. But the mental anguish at failing is the worst i guess... It needs a lot of guts to attempt ctb , let alone try again.
Also as black jack said we can discuss this on some other thread.
 
Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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There's no need for a whole other thread when you were able to answer the question in a brief paragraph. Making another thread would imply I want multiple answers when I only need one.
Do your own research. This is someone's goodbye thread. Have some manners.
 
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Jean Améry

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Mar 17, 2019
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Why are you still alive?

You are way out of line. I have reported you aswell. As members we don't have the authority to remove posts or ban anyone but the people who'll review your contested posts do. Good luck being rude and obnoxious to them.
 
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