Trying again tonight

[theSquid]

30 minutes left until my birthday. Im slitting my wrists soon. I really did not want to make it this far into life. I know i wont be able to do it if i know im going to die, im really cowardly, so im calling it "self harm" in my head and i'll just cut as deep as i can. I'm gonna get as drunk as i can before so it'll be easier to press harder. I've already started drinking. If i hit a vein and start to bleed out i wont call for help. I want fate to decide if im supposed to go or not. If i live, I'll maybe give life another try. If i die, thats it, it was my time. I have tried to live a normal life for almost 20 years now and everything i do fail. I can't do anything that a normal person can. Im pathetic and incapable of anything. I just want to leave now, its well past my time.

 

[LastNite]

I hope you dont go through with that. It's painful and can go very wrong. Cutting usually doesnt work. In a moment of anger and extreme depression youd think it's the only option you got but it's not true. I wish you a happy birthday.

 

[natori]

First of all, happy birthday!

Secondly, not to be like that but as stated many times before, slitting your wrist is not a reliable method at all. I understand that things are really shitty but I would advice to reconsider since it is just painful and doesn't lead to anything wantable. I wish you all the best.

Read more here:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[darksouls]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

 

[indianachrome]

Happy Birthday!

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

First of all, happy birthday!

Secondly, not to be like that but as stated many times before, slitting your wrist is not a reliable method at all. I understand that things are really shitty but I would advice to reconsider since it is just painful and doesn't lead to anything wantable. I wish you all the best.

Read more here:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

They could not be less interested in reliable. Reliable is the absolute last thing they want. They want fate to decide.

 

[natori]

They could not be less interested in reliable. Reliable is the absolute last thing they want. They want fate to decide.

I respect that and I'm not one to yuck someones yum, but when the survival rate is at minimum 95% the odds of that fate is heavily stacked against them. All that being said I hope they are doing well because statistically speaking it would have just been a prolonged pain and suffering.

 

[Hermitcrab]

Happy birthday! Wishing you all the best! No matter which path you ultimately decided to take. <3

 

[Solaris7]

Happy birthday!