trying again tonight

[k7654321]

don't know if anyone can relate to this, but i'm trying to defeat SI right now by telling myself, if I can take an overdose (which I've done many times already) then why can't I also jump? it is literally the same thing. And I'm scared its gonna hurt but realistically, once I've jumped, there is nothing I can do about it - it is what it is. Any tips are very appreciated - I think the secret is to just run and do it and not leave time to think/for someone to call the police

 

[kilowatt]

I think it would be a good idea to look more into it. This site is full of educational threads which can teach you how to increase your success rate, as doing it on impulse with no background information could just end in permanent damage. Indeed, your idea is not bad, but you need to watch out for the drugs you take, where you jump from, how to prevent SI and much more.

 

[Lookoutbelow]

My plan is to run and jump. If I hesitate it won't happen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate how it's so difficult to die but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for.

 

[Dandy88]

First off all, I'm really not a friend of this method because of the involving from innocent people.
Second, I suffer from fear of height. If I'm only imagine, I would stand in height attitude..

But than, if I close my eyes.. no fear..

 

[letmejoindeath]

Going to be getting supplies ready tonight so I will have everything planned out.

Was thinking about just monoxide poisoning but might take some SN too if I can find it just to make certain i can finally bring everyone peace. Ran my mouth too much and now people fear me. Ruin everything for myself and everyone.

 

[k7654321]

I think it would be a good idea to look more into it. This site is full of educational threads which can teach you how to increase your success rate, as doing it on impulse with no background information could just end in permanent damage. Indeed, your idea is not bad, but you need to watch out for the drugs you take, where you jump from, how to prevent SI and much more.

Thank you - it's so hard to feel ready

 

[k7654321]

I hate how it's so difficult to die but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for.

Thank you

First off all, I'm really not a friend of this method because of the involving from innocent people.
Second, I suffer from fear of height. If I'm only imagine, I would stand in height attitude..

But than, if I close my eyes.. no fear..

that is a good suggestion actually - thank you