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apple2myeye!

apple2myeye!

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Jun 3, 2022
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Late at night yesterday i started having a panic attakc and in the spur of the moment i just tried to hang myself off tge corner of my bed. i kinda knew it wouldn't work cuz that's not a good way to do it iirc but i was still upset when it didbnt and now my neck is a little sore. Prisonhs never make it that easy to get out

this was the first time i've attempted in a while! last time was earlier this year i think? maybe late last year But either way i think i should start attempting more as practice for "the real deal" and if one of my attempts works good then thatll be fine but i wanna p[repare a littel first
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really makes hanging sound so much easier than it actually is when you hear of all the people managing to succeed with it, I certainly do envy them. The thing that has always scared me is getting some kind of damage from a failed attempt. But I wish you the best, of course the fact that so many have succeeded shows that it's always possible if that is what the person wishes for.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
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Oh no, it sounds horrible, that your panic attack was so bad that you tried to commit suicide! I feel very sorry for your situation. Maybe you are very lucky it did not work because the bad way you could lost consciuosness and had a brain damage if you do it impulsive. How do you feel now?
 
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Sep 22, 2022
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I've been practicing a lot, hoping one of the attempts hits the mark just like you, but I can't help but put my feet on the floor everytime I'm about to pass out. And after that, my body thrashes very hard. Idk, probably I'm still scared. I wish I had the courage to go all the way, though. Hope you can make it.
 
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apple2myeye!

apple2myeye!

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Jun 3, 2022
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tried it again last night with a different bedsheet, was getting very desperate and screamy by the end when io realized it still wuouldn't work. now i just feel yucky. hatie it. no good. i hate i8t
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
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I've been practicing a lot, hoping one of the attempts hits the mark just like you, but I can't help but put my feet on the floor everytime I'm about to pass out. And after that, my body thrashes very hard. Idk, probably I'm still scared. I wish I had the courage to go all the way, though. Hope you can make it.
I can't even manage to get to the passing out phase whit partial. I have a feeling hyperventilating first, would .make the process easier. You definitely would fall quick if you hyperventilate, so i recommend only if you really want, because theres probably not much time to back away
 

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