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aezaran

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Oct 21, 2025
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Tried again partial suspension after 30 min I just gave up :D, I was not even close to passing out all I felt was like the head is getting warmer and little black vision around my eyes. I was doing on my knees like if I fully relax I am hanging, I read that 3 KG of pressure is enough to do a job so I don't get it. The pressure I do from this is 100% more than 3 KG but it I don't achieve black out in 15-20 seconds. The rope it self is under my chin as I read here many times and that rope is something like 14 MM.

Is so frustrating I just want to quit if I don't do it now I again have to wait a whole ass week to be able to try again. I watched like partial suspension videos and it seems for them is so fast and look easy like they do it I count in my head 15 seconds and they already doing that black out stuff where like your body is moving.


PS* What now I feel is like little hurt in my neck when swallowing and some head pain.
I also add my set up.
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