Sorry it took so long to respond I haven´t really had the motivation to make an articulate long post describing stuff from my life since I have to really try and revisit that but if you´re still interested here it is at least I can experience a little nostalgia visiting that memory ^.^
Well like I said I did it with 4 friends present which was lucky since at the time my social circle was practically none existent but just asked an old friend I used to smoke weed with in my teen years and he was up for it despite him and me hadn´t seen each other in years. well me and him were doing MDMA and the two others just smoked weed and this was my second time doing MDMA but my first with company and I had one of the best nights of my life. we drank the MDMA crush to powder and mixed with an energy drink I think we took 150mg as the initial dose and then 100mg booster later and while we were waiting for the come-up and also doing the come-up we went outside so the 3 friends could smoke weed I really didn´t wanna mix it with MDMA at the time but it felt so nice doing the cold night air standing out there having an actual new experience with friends again after so many years. Doing my come-up while outside an old man came by with a dog which he was walking and we got to talk with him I think he approached us and he was very nice and as the drugs were kicking in I was petting his dog so it felt extra good although I was only very mildly feeling the effects but the dog felt so soft and was so sweet.
Later inside when the drugs started to kick in I felt very hot so I was concerned with overheating so I took a cold shower and OMG the water just felt so freaking amazing it didn´t feel cold at all just very soft and nice. It´s been many years since the experience so the following isn´t in any specific order and I was rolling my balls off since I am also very sensitive to drugs even a cola gives me anxiety if I drink half a liter fast, my friend you wouldn´t be able to see he was rolling but I was so high I was wearing a green soft shirt unbuttoned it felt almost like silk although it wasn´t and it was so nice and soft the softness just got multiplied a hundred folds so for most of the night I was I just laying on a matress we pulled out for a friend to sleep on and I was just hugging and touching the hell out of it it felt so amazing and soft, the same with a leather chair I was sitting in while rubbing it now thinking of it reminds me of
this video from Bad Boys they totally got how MDMA feels haha. but I was doing this on an off while remembering to drink plenty of water I had sat water bottles out if I remember correctly. I was also dancing to some music for so long and I NEVER dance because I never felt comfortable doing it but I was then dancing in a kind of hippy way to
this song when my friend who was also on MDMA walked into my room and writing this now I remember that was actually when the drugs first really started kicking in and we spot each other and the expression on our faces and body language was just damn we are rolling hard right now! and he joined me dancing while listening to that song and other songs. I also remember going out on the balcony feeling the cold night air and feeling the steel railing on my stomach and chest since I had that open shirt on and it felt so amazing also at one time that night while one of my friends had gone to bed and one of my other friends sat in the couch still stoned watching tv me and my rolling friends walked up to each next to the TV and just started hugging while also moaning which to the none initiated will think is gay but most people become asexual on MDMA like they also show in
this video from DrugsLab you kinda feel like a child because you just do what you feel like and sexuality doesn´t exist so I was able to hug my friend for so long and we were moaning a little once in a while while my friend on the couch probably was pretty uncomfortable haha I remember looking at him at one point and he laughed a little awkward laugh like he was a little uncomfortable he also never did hard drugs only alcohol and rarely weed so this was completely new to him but anyways we were hugging and feeling so amazing and we thought we had hugged for 10 seconds but the day after I was told by my stoned friend that we hugged for like 5 minutes I mean that´s INSANE time difference that is how good we felt that we completely forgot about time and I asked my friend I hugged who also was on MDMA how long he thought we hugged and he thought about 10 seconds too and was too mind baffled it had been 5 minutes!
Anyways you asked for the story here it is one of the best days of my life and if I didn´t suffer from extreme allergies and anxiety I would love to do it again and I would highly recommend people to try it out with friends it´s a beautiful experience that I think everyone should experience at least once in their life
