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aubrey_wanting2ctb

aubrey_wanting2ctb

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Jul 18, 2026
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Hey everybody!
I've been considering to ctb for a really long time now and I've been looking over my options. I think the good old NaNO2 could be my way to go since it's quite easily available to order online in my country. However, I have access to trazodone, and I was wondering if overdosing on it would work as a second option?
 
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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Won't work, they make it safe. Read the do not attempt methods on here and youll pick up the reason behind why it's not recommended.
 
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aubrey_wanting2ctb

aubrey_wanting2ctb

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Jul 18, 2026
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Damn it, thank you for a quick response anyway! I suppose my only obstacle is getting anti-emetics, then! Maybe taking it rectally could work to bypass throwing up? I've seen people discussing this way of taking it. It sucks that the NaNO2 is so easily available but preventing throwing up is the main challenge smh!


I'm sorry if this has been discussed thoroughly before; I'm pretty new in the forum and I'm still learning to navigate!
 
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No, someone (@Lucifer's Son) tried SN rectally & thought they were dying, only to wake up the next morning. I think because it really needs to be absorbed into the small intestine so it can go right into the bloodstream. I don't recommend Traz either, because OD's rarely work, also because I inadvertently took two to three times what I should've to try to sleep (far less than what would be taken for an international OD) and omg, I have never felt physically worse. However, meto can be found without prescription at online pharmacies like IHP.
 
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aubrey_wanting2ctb

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Jul 18, 2026
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No, someone (@Lucifer's Son) tried SN rectally & thought they were dying, only to wake up the next morning. I think because it really needs to be absorbed into the small intestine so it can go right into the bloodstream. I don't recommend Traz either, because OD's rarely work, also because I inadvertently took two to three times what I should've to try to sleep (far less than what would be taken for an international OD) and omg, I have never felt physically worse. However, meto can be found without prescription at online pharmacies like IHP.
Thanks a lot! I'll keep this in mind when I make my attempt with the SN. If I'm really hellbent on ctb, I'll get those anti-emetics one way or another
 
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Thanks a lot! I'll keep this in mind when I make my attempt with the SN. If I'm really hellbent on ctb, I'll get those anti-emetics one way or another
I believe India mart also has them if you're hellbent on it. Wishing you peace whatever you decide.
 

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