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lucyanne

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Apr 9, 2025
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So I'm part way through my protocol and wanted to share my traumas, for no other reason to have them written down somewhere.

Age 4, TBI from falling down the stairs and going head first through the front door window.

Age 7, watched my friends die in a house fire set by my neighbour and babysitter.

Age 14, raped by 3 adult men.

Age 19 ECT to cure my gender and sexuality against my will.

Age 20, TBI from being bottled when I was in the army.

Age 20, ex aborted our child via drink, drugs and unprotected sex because she couldn't face telling her mum.

Age 21, a decade long domestically violent relationship where I was isolated, beaten and dehumanised, her prize achievements being broken ribs, a cracked collar bone and stabbing me.

Age 30, came out as trans, lost everything including a lot of weight due to an eating disorder because my then girlfriend cucked me in our bed while I was in the living room.

Age 33, parents and family disowned me for being trans and embarrassing them.


Through all this I have spent literal years on the street, suffered assaults, abuse, harassment and dehumanisation, especially as a trans woman, vilified as a rapist and pedophile.

So yeah that's my bigger traumas , enjoy.
 
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hopeless-believer

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Mar 9, 2025
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It breaks my heart to hear everything you've been through. I believe you and your utter pain and hurt is valid. I'm sorry that all these things happened to you, you didn't deserve any of them, and anyone who places shame or hate on you, aren't worth a dime.
 
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mossrabbit

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Apr 12, 2025
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Even just one of these experiences would topple me. You have suffered mightily, and for so long. Thank you for sharing what you have. I dearly hope nothing but peace and warmth surround you as you transition into the next, kind soul.
 
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road2joy

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Feb 5, 2025
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So I'm part way through my protocol and wanted to share my traumas, for no other reason to have them written down somewhere.

Age 4, TBI from falling down the stairs and going head first through the front door window.

Age 7, watched my friends die in a house fire set by my neighbour and babysitter.

Age 14, raped by 3 adult men.

Age 19 ECT to cure my gender and sexuality against my will.

Age 20, TBI from being bottled when I was in the army.

Age 20, ex aborted our child via drink, drugs and unprotected sex because she couldn't face telling her mum.

Age 21, a decade long domestically violent relationship where I was isolated, beaten and dehumanised, her prize achievements being broken ribs, a cracked collar bone and stabbing me.

Age 30, came out as trans, lost everything including a lot of weight due to an eating disorder because my then girlfriend cucked me in our bed while I was in the living room.

Age 33, parents and family disowned me for being trans and embarrassing them.


Through all this I have spent literal years on the street, suffered assaults, abuse, harassment and dehumanisation, especially as a trans woman, vilified as a rapist and pedophile.

So yeah that's my bigger traumas , enjoy.
Thank you for sharing this. Cannot 1-up..I'm so sorry about 14 and 19.
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Op Im so sorry you have been through a lot of major trauma. Im at loss for words. You deserve some peace
 
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