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princessdepression

princessdepression

justlikeyou
Dec 2, 2021
27
I'm so fucking weak. I'm scared of living, scared of dying, scared of existing. I feel like my soul wasn't meant to be anywhere at all in death or life. I need to rot away in purgatory.
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
If it's of any comfort to you, you're not alone in this. Many of us here are in a similar situation, not wanting to live but unable to die. Life is so cruel, this world is a fucked up place, and the only escape is scary and difficult to carry out.
 
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AlexKy

AlexKy

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Dec 16, 2021
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I'm with you on this one OP except the purgatory part. I just want to die, the rot in purgatory part I want it exclude. I suffered enough for two lifetimes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand how you feel. Feeling like you are trapped can be an dreadful feeling. I have never wanted to be alive but I am held here by the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and fear of failure. More than anything I wish it was easier to leave. I have so much dread for the future. Living hurts me a lot. I'm sorry you are going through this. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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