SmellyRat
Arcanist
- Nov 5, 2018
- 479
i fucking hate weak people tbqh.
i fucking hate weak people tbqh.
Look how defensive it makes you... theres a reason all the weak skinnyfat males flock to collectivism.
Im trans female came out at 12, then again at 16 this is when my dad really hit hard with this toxic masculinity. my dad hated and I feel he still does hate that I am trans female and always forced this toxic vision of masculinity on me, literally would bully me for not doing sports, working out, drinking alcohol, getting a drivers license, growing a beard, eating and drinking soya products, LITERALLY hellish. I of course am the most femme girl I know and I always have been super female since birth honestly lol. i've always tried to get away from all that toxicity and my heart goes out to all the men who are trying to live comfortably within their genders having that hell forced onto you. Its not the same and i cant relate with the differences but it honestly kills. your gender is your gender and you are no less than anyone for how you choose to express that <3I am male and I deal a lot with suicidal thoughts. (otherwise i would not be here lol) Statistically it is way more likely that men commit suicide. I think some of my suicidal thoughts have to do with my gender. For example men shall have the role of a strong, emotionally distanced person who protects rather than being a depressed mess. I could imagine if i was female i would have another worldview. My sister completely denies suicide. And i think it is psychological proven that men tend to lead their aggressions towards themself. This fits perfectly for me.
However i try to consider the pro and con arguments for suicide rational. The reason of ceasing my existence should not be an impulse, i rather prefer a really well thought end.
Is toxic femininity a thing?