calssilva

calssilva

Student
Dec 16, 2020
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Hey guys ! it's been so long since my last thread here, anyways, I am back for while

Please help me to think what would be the top place for you to die...for example, I really want to die or ctb in a public place, such as a train station or a community center.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i personally believe that the best places to CTB are places with no witnesses
 
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Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
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in my bed
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,535
I personally prefer dieing in my bed and in my sleeping room. Though in the end it might be the bathroom, but still it's at home!
 
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figure8

The sun goes down
Jul 17, 2023
76
Somewhere private, such as in an apartment.
Edit: a hotel room would suffice as well.
 
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Namensjemand

Namensjemand

Cursed
Jul 16, 2023
109
I often fantasized about travelling to Norway and throwing myself off a cliff there. With no other soul around for miles. I also like the idea of just taking off so to never return.
 
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qw3rty259

Experienced
Jun 19, 2023
265
In the forest
 
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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
Hey guys ! it's been so long since my last thread here, anyways, I am back for while

Please help me to think what would be the top place for you to die...for example, I really want to die or ctb in a public place, such as a train station or a community center.
So the place that I chose for this is really meaningful for me but at the same time really risky. It a bench in front of a castle which is the exact place I kissed her and a place where I was happy with my life. The only problem is that behind that bench there's a really trafficed road and in front of the same bench a road for cyclists and pedestrians. So I am really scared that I might be saved in time and then having to explain myself. I chose SN and I think I'll try to act just sleeping on a bench, after 30 mins it won't matter if they found me. I chose this ace because it's at the same time the reason why I'm doing this and furthermore it's a really beatiful place. I'll do it during the sunset when the sun hits the tower and the bridge of the castle while lostening to my favourite song. I'm just sad that I have to do this because I'm 18 years old and I really hoped to get a better life and I had many dreams. But unfortunately I couldn't choose my own fate :/
 
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NoHorizon

Experienced
Nov 22, 2022
276
If method wasn't a factor and I could just simply die in any place, I'd choose a forest (especially as I weirdly like the idea of being part of the nature cycle and becoming food for the animals rather than cremated or boxed up).

More realistically, where I have to actually do something to ctb, Beachy Head. It's a beautiful place and if I had the courage when I went last year I wouldn't be here anymore.
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
116
In a meadow in the middle of no where at night so I can look at the stars before drifting off to eternal peace. Although that's likely far from reality as it will probably be a messy splat.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,862
If my body just disappeared into dust (I guess it would eventually but I mean immediately) like Jedi's do in Star Wars- I'd love to go some place remote and beautiful overlooking water of some kind- the sea, a lake, waterfall or river- and die there. I don't like the idea of causing trauma to others though- finding a body or the police having to mount some search party. I don't like inconveniencing people! So- at home will have to do.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
In my bedroom. I get to die on a mattress. That's about the best blessing in life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
I would see it as being preferable to die somewhere far away from other people where there is limited chance of being disturbed, to me the location wouldn't be that important if soon enough I was going to be free from everything as by that point I will be unable to experience anything at all. And I personally don't really think it's the best idea ctb in a public location as it could just mean that someone else interferes, causing the attempt to fail. The society we exist in is very anti-suicide after all.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
452
I don't care about the exact location but I would like to be in a cozy bed with my cat. Drifting off to sleep is one of the few pleasures of my life and the only time when my heart and mind are still and quiet. It would be my ideal place to say goodbye to life. Obviously my cat has a say in whether she hangs out with me during that time or not.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
i fantasize about going to a place i know nobody and nobody knows me. In my haed it s in Kyoto (don t know why... fantasm). Then i can prepare quietly all to ctb.
 
ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
424
Home in my bed for me. It's the only place I can think of with the fewest bad memories
 
StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I want to either die comfy in my bed or somewhere deep in the forest in a tent. In both cases without witnesses.
 
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busybee

busybee

Experienced
Jul 5, 2023
208
I'd chose a place that would spare my body an autopsy. Resting in peace without getting turned inside out.
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
377
In my home in bed. Living alone I don't need to worry about someone finding me for at least a day. Doing it in any public place risks a hero stopping you or calling for help. There is also the risk in a public place of a child finding you first and scarring them for life.
 
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gag_order

gag_order

Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold.
Jul 20, 2023
32
Seabed. We crawled out of the sea, why not return to it, isn't that just poetic? From fictional characters like Hamlet's Ophelia to The Awakening's Edna Pontellier to real-life people like Virginia Woolf, many of my favorite literary figures died by drowning too. There is something so delphic about deep waters, we know so little of them despite being our homeland. I wish I was on the Titan sub that imploded a while ago.
 
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platypusfan

platypusfan

Member
Jun 29, 2023
88
I would like to die in nature, probably at the top of a mountain and i would like to go out with the last thing i see being nature's beauty
 
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Lourenzo

Lourenzo

I wasn't meant to be part of this world
Jul 22, 2023
19
For me it will be in the forest. Luckily I live in the PNW and there are hundreds of thousands of acres of remote wilderness. Its the only place ive ever really felt at peace, so it will be the place I finally find it. 😃
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
Seabed. We crawled out of the sea, why not return to it, isn't that just poetic? From fictional characters like Hamlet's Ophelia to The Awakening's Edna Pontellier to real-life people like Virginia Woolf, many of my favorite literary figures died by drowning too. There is something so delphic about deep waters, we know so little of them despite being our homeland. I wish I was on the Titan sub that imploded a while ago.
Aka the most expensive ctb ever.

Nice to quote Virginia Woolf :heart::heart:
 
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Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
68
I would like to be in my own home but I don't want to make it difficult for my family to find me
Therefore, I think that the hotel and leaving a note on the floor or door for the hotel staff "Please do not enter and call the police, there is a body inside"
 

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