
sadbadpsychogirl
sonofabitch
- May 29, 2020
- 725
what would be your top 5 if you had to choose mine are
1.barbiturates
2.heroin
3.gunshot
4.CO
5.slicing neck
1.barbiturates
2.heroin
3.gunshot
4.CO
5.slicing neck
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So all the more dangerous and violent methods then. lol, the exact opposite from my list.1 jump frm height
2 hanging
3 intoxicated shallow water drowning
4 decap by train
5 suicide by police
The peaceful methods are usually the first to be taken away, to where violent methods are the only ways some people are left with, unfortunately.So all the more dangerous and violent methods then. lol, the exact opposite from my list.
yeah, N is hard to get and expensive for some and SN is restricted to chemists in some countries and have be shipped elsewhere. The peaceful methods are not as easy to get sometimes, agreed. I got lucky though.The peaceful methods are usually the first to be taken away, to where violent methods are the only ways some people are left with, unfortunately.
I'm sure that's purposeful. A deterrent.
Hmm. I can't decide if I deserve a peaceful or painful death, so these are in no particular order:
Barbiturates or sn for semi peaceful
Slitting my throat or decapitation
Bridge jumping
Maybe drowning
I noticed in some earlier posts you talk a lot about peacefully going in your sleep. Can you not get N at some point?I just want the most peaceful method, that is all. I deserve to pass away peacefully, it is cruel how the society denies us that option and expects us to suffer against our wishes. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected.
I know that I post a lot about the same thing. And, no, I do not have that option. The peaceful methods are not easily accessible. If it was easier to exit this world I would already be gone.I noticed in some earlier posts you talk a lot about peacefully going in your sleep. Can you not get N at some point?
Oh, I certainly agree. From what I've read, it hinders the blood's ability to clot, so it would be a very painful and drawn out way to go. Alas, sometimes that's what my brain tells me I deserve. Though, I doubt I'll do something that harsh. ^^Rat poison sound like a bad way to go tbh
- Bleeding from gums and nose
- Low blood pressure
- Chest tightness
- Large and unexplainable bruises on your body
- Blood in urine
- Difficulty breathing
- Painful coughing
Maybe hook up with someone in States, get the N here via another, visit Yellowstone or Yosemite, or the Grand Canyon/Flagstaff area, drink your elixir, there shd be no direct connection to the person you visited, esp. if you carefully follow evidence destruction protocol. If you can't get it in yr country, then maybe you cd get to States and hook up with someone trusted. But that's expensive and takes a huge amount of trust.I am not sure where you live, but the gold standard is shockingly easy to get in the US. I know it's more difficult in other places.
Hi, how is it shockingly easy? I've read a lot about ordering from D and it sounds stressful but most times successful. The worry comes from making sure you have the right email and the time between replies. Do you have experience obtaining N? Would you mind sharing here or in a pm. Everyone should have a choice. Thank youI am not sure where you live, but the gold standard is shockingly easy to get in the US. I know it's more difficult in other places.