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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
what would be your top 5 if you had to choose mine are
1.barbiturates
2.heroin
3.gunshot
4.CO
5.slicing neck
 
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usernameforhere

Student
Nov 15, 2020
147
Barbiturates ( can't source)
Inert gas
Heroin ( not enough knowledge)
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
1: Yew Poisoning- At a high enough dosage, death will occur rapidly without symptoms. Only problem is that I have to access the leaves or seeds and make a perfected concentrated extraction that isn't sticky with the oils.

2: Cerbera Odollam Poisoning- Under most circumstances, death will be painful and messy. However, when you combine it with the right drugs or herbs, it should ideally be painless. You basically need something that's equivalent to DDMP. Also, as obvious. I don't have to worry about being saved, as while there is an antidote, they won't be able to cure me unless I tell them what I took as it's undetectable.

3: Sodium Nitrite- I have everything, however, I won't be able to use that method until I stop taking vitamin C as that is an antidote for SN poisoning.

4: Barbiturates- Would be ideal for me, but it's gonna be hard to obtain due to money, and legal issues. It's not worth the risk for me.

5: 2m2b+Loperamide/Opiate Combination
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
Barbiturates: Would be ideal but hard to obtain
N: Second best, but high cost and no guarantee I'd even get it
Gunshot: No access
Heroin: My last s/o died this way and I think his dealers would know exactly what I was doing if I asked for it since I always refused to try it
SN: Current method, we'll see
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
1. Pentobarbital
2. Sodium Nitrite
3. Inert Gas
4. carbon monoxide
5. hanging
 
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height jumper 69

height jumper 69

Member
Dec 16, 2021
34
1 jump frm height
2 hanging
3 intoxicated shallow water drowning
4 decap by train
5 suicide by police
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
1 jump frm height
2 hanging
3 intoxicated shallow water drowning
4 decap by train
5 suicide by police
So all the more dangerous and violent methods then. lol, the exact opposite from my list.
 
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deathbydragon

deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
189
So all the more dangerous and violent methods then. lol, the exact opposite from my list.
The peaceful methods are usually the first to be taken away, to where violent methods are the only ways some people are left with, unfortunately.
I'm sure that's purposeful. A deterrent.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
The peaceful methods are usually the first to be taken away, to where violent methods are the only ways some people are left with, unfortunately.
I'm sure that's purposeful. A deterrent.
yeah, N is hard to get and expensive for some and SN is restricted to chemists in some countries and have be shipped elsewhere. The peaceful methods are not as easy to get sometimes, agreed. I got lucky though.
 
☆AwaitingEntropy☆

☆AwaitingEntropy☆

Snuffing the Light Out
Nov 6, 2021
208
Hmm. I can't decide if I deserve a peaceful or painful death, so these are in no particular order:

Barbiturates or sn for semi peaceful
Slitting my throat or decapitation
Bridge jumping
Maybe drowning
Rat poison
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
Hmm. I can't decide if I deserve a peaceful or painful death, so these are in no particular order:

Barbiturates or sn for semi peaceful
Slitting my throat or decapitation
Bridge jumping
Maybe drowning


Rat poison sound like a bad way to go tbh
  • Bleeding from gums and nose
  • Low blood pressure
  • Chest tightness
  • Large and unexplainable bruises on your body
  • Blood in urine
  • Difficulty breathing
  • Painful coughing
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,150
Gun
Cyanide
SN
Barbiturates
Being murdered with a knife/Burning myself alive (Extreme ones but I think my self hatred would help me with it)
 
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allesistgut

Experienced
Jan 22, 2022
275
jumping
full suspension hanging
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,291
I just want the most peaceful method, that is all. I deserve to pass away peacefully, it is cruel how the society denies us that option and expects us to suffer against our wishes. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
I just want the most peaceful method, that is all. I deserve to pass away peacefully, it is cruel how the society denies us that option and expects us to suffer against our wishes. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected.
I noticed in some earlier posts you talk a lot about peacefully going in your sleep. Can you not get N at some point?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,291
I noticed in some earlier posts you talk a lot about peacefully going in your sleep. Can you not get N at some point?
I know that I post a lot about the same thing. And, no, I do not have that option. The peaceful methods are not easily accessible. If it was easier to exit this world I would already be gone.
 
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☆AwaitingEntropy☆

☆AwaitingEntropy☆

Snuffing the Light Out
Nov 6, 2021
208
Rat poison sound like a bad way to go tbh
  • Bleeding from gums and nose
  • Low blood pressure
  • Chest tightness
  • Large and unexplainable bruises on your body
  • Blood in urine
  • Difficulty breathing
  • Painful coughing
Oh, I certainly agree. From what I've read, it hinders the blood's ability to clot, so it would be a very painful and drawn out way to go. Alas, sometimes that's what my brain tells me I deserve. Though, I doubt I'll do something that harsh. ^^
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
1. Cutting
2. Hanging
3. Lethal gas of some form, preferably car exhaust
4. Can't think of anything else rn but something that would work and not be painful would be nice
5. Natural disaster (re: tornado)

I'd love to go with the first since cutting brings me peace, but I know it's unreliable and hard. Thus it's just a dream. Hanging I could go out with if I overcame the pain and I've just always sorta had a vision I might go that way, just couldn't go all the way through yet. The third was in a book I liked, and I just feel like gas inhalation would be relatively peaceful. And my mind is dead for the fourth so I'd just like to be peacefully dead the rest of the way. I thought up an honorary fifth since I once had a peaceful dream where a tornado killed me. I wouldn't mind being killed by nature, would just prefer it to go quickly.
 
symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I can't rank them, but the ones I'm currently most considering are N, SN, night-night method, partial hanging, and full suspension hanging. There are major cons to each of them, but I'd like to have a method difinitively picked, at least so that I have an "out" available to me if and when I decide I need it.
 
Sadism

Sadism

Member
Oct 11, 2021
19
From what I currently have access to.

1- Hanging
2- Carbone Monoxide
3- Benzos+alcohol hardcore overdose
4- Jumping from a bridge nearby
5- Train

Would like to get my hands on some SN or N but it's tough where I'm from.
 
melissa286

melissa286

Member
Mar 22, 2021
26
That's one way in which we as a society have regressed over the years. Barbiturates are rarely prescribed for anything anymore. I've tried just about everything else for long-term treatment resistant insomnia, but no doctor will even consider giving me even a few doses just to finally get a couple of nights sleep.

I ordered and received a bottle of SN a few months ago, but I noticed the other day that it's gone clumpy, which means it probably won't work and I've got to start again from scratch. And it's neither so easy nor so affordable to get as it used to be.
 
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KimKevorkian

Experienced
Feb 23, 2022
210
I am not sure where you live, but the gold standard is shockingly easy to get in the US. I know it's more difficult in other places.
Maybe hook up with someone in States, get the N here via another, visit Yellowstone or Yosemite, or the Grand Canyon/Flagstaff area, drink your elixir, there shd be no direct connection to the person you visited, esp. if you carefully follow evidence destruction protocol. If you can't get it in yr country, then maybe you cd get to States and hook up with someone trusted. But that's expensive and takes a huge amount of trust.
 
Britvik

Britvik

Pro-choice
Mar 1, 2022
143
1) N, or other barbiturate
2) Inert gas
3) SN
4) Gun
5) Hanging

Ranked according to my assessment of their combined peacefulness, speed and reliability.
[Edit: Swapped 3 & 4. After more thought, a gun is probably not as reliable, or peaceful, as SN.]
 
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FindingPeace8

FindingPeace8

Member
Mar 25, 2022
28
I am not sure where you live, but the gold standard is shockingly easy to get in the US. I know it's more difficult in other places.
Hi, how is it shockingly easy? I've read a lot about ordering from D and it sounds stressful but most times successful. The worry comes from making sure you have the right email and the time between replies. Do you have experience obtaining N? Would you mind sharing here or in a pm. Everyone should have a choice. Thank you
 
UnravelingWinter

UnravelingWinter

I wish I was a sunflower
Mar 19, 2022
206
1. N
2. decapitation
3. SN + slitting my throat
4. hypothermia
5. hanging
 
Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
Remember that old baseball slogan,where the team only had two good pitchers?
" Spahn,Sain,and pray for rain"?
Well I abhor those violent methods. I used to think I'd use the train,but fuck no!
So I guess I'd say," N,SN, pray for the end"? OK,not very good but you get the idea.😮
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
1. Gun (hard to put hands on it, americans are lucky)
2. N (gold standard)
3. Gas (no idea how to do it)
4. Fly from my terrace
5. Benz OD
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
1. Switzerland
2. Oxycodon + Fentanyl
3. Helium with fullface diving mask and regulator
4. SN
5. N
 
twilightfairy

twilightfairy

Member
Mar 4, 2022
12
1. N
2. Opiate od
3. Benzo and alcohol overdose
4. Slashed wrists
5. Hanging
 

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