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axab43

Experienced
Mar 10, 2024
215
olala another failed attempt...this method definitely leaves me skeptical...especially after taking 20g...

News?😰
This person did not take 20g, she took a sip of 20grams. The protocol is in this group a few times, written down with instructions done carefully by people who have gone through it themselves. They all say you have to follow the protocol for it to work. Without the protocol and only a drinking a sip of the recommended dose, you will just fall asleep and wake up again. This is a lethal substance, take more than a sip, (the recommended dose) it will work!
 
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emjayelle14

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Nov 27, 2024
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about 7:30pm: I ingested a sip, not even a glass, of a bit of juice and about 20g SN.
The taste is so horrendous, I had to immediately cough and puke some up. No juice though, just spit.

7:40pm: I hope even just 2g of SN are in my body rn, the minimum lethal dose.
I truly hope I can die.
Wish me luck, and the strength to stomach some more sips, or IF I live, on another time with antiemetics.
My SN is in an airtight sealed bag.
It is from DMC.

(The taste is just a tiny bit salty, and more extremely chemical. Extremely disgusting. I'm sorry y'all)

7:45pm: Idk if its just my body or the anxiety, or hopefully the SN, but I have some tachycardia and I feel dizzy.
My vision is a tiny bit blurry.
Almost like the beginning of getting drunk? But a tiny bit.

Please, wish me luck. I wish to be on the other side soon.

7:52pm: I have somewhat strong tachycardia, extremely 'dizzy' (like I'm drunk or high, it feels nice), a bit forgetful.
I think it's working.
I hope. I pray.

8:02pm: I feel really slow and 'dumb', almost like being 'high'.

BTW! If I don't update here in a week (don't have SaSu on my phone, so laptop it is). I'm hopefully dead.


1:23am: I failed. I passed out and woke up in my own spit, my own puke.

I can feel my pulse in my head, taste the SN.

I am a failure.

How can I fail my 5th attempt?
Praying the 6th will be the last.

I get why they did it this way, they didn't take very much and the experience is probably a lot less bad that way, but also less guaranteed to cause death. I also took a sip awhile back, not recommended for testing obv, and it was actually pretty pleasant also. You do get dizzy, weakness, but also I did get a sort of calmness. The tachycardia didn't bother me. In some cases, I think that the changes in blood pressure might actually force a "calmer" state. However, I don't guarantee that at all. I hope the OP can rest, be at peace, and get what they desire out of this experience.
Isn't 20g a lot?
 
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Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
Didn't follow the protocol, any of the protocols.
Vizzy's, Stan's, stat dose, 48 hour regime etc.
Can't be expected to work if you follow the directions to the letter.......
Just saying, impulse very rarely gets the job done.
 
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emjayelle14

Member
Nov 27, 2024
40
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about 7:30pm: I ingested a sip, not even a glass, of a bit of juice and about 20g SN.
The taste is so horrendous, I had to immediately cough and puke some up. No juice though, just spit.

7:40pm: I hope even just 2g of SN are in my body rn, the minimum lethal dose.
I truly hope I can die.
Wish me luck, and the strength to stomach some more sips, or IF I live, on another time with antiemetics.
My SN is in an airtight sealed bag.
It is from DMC.

(The taste is just a tiny bit salty, and more extremely chemical. Extremely disgusting. I'm sorry y'all)

7:45pm: Idk if its just my body or the anxiety, or hopefully the SN, but I have some tachycardia and I feel dizzy.
My vision is a tiny bit blurry.
Almost like the beginning of getting drunk? But a tiny bit.

Please, wish me luck. I wish to be on the other side soon.

7:52pm: I have somewhat strong tachycardia, extremely 'dizzy' (like I'm drunk or high, it feels nice), a bit forgetful.
I think it's working.
I hope. I pray.

8:02pm: I feel really slow and 'dumb', almost like being 'high'.

BTW! If I don't update here in a week (don't have SaSu on my phone, so laptop it is). I'm hopefully dead.


1:23am: I failed. I passed out and woke up in my own spit, my own puke.

I can feel my pulse in my head, taste the SN.

I am a failure.

How can I fail my 5th attempt?
Praying the 6th will be the last.

This is worrisome to me because SN will be my intended method. Is it true that you only took a sip of the 20 gram SN solution and not all of it? I just want to know what caused it not to work from your perspective if you can. Sorry if this sounds rude or mean, not intending to come across that way. I am genuinely curious.
Right there with you on this.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,445
Je n'ai suivi aucun des protocoles.
Vizzy, Stan, dose immƩdiate, rƩgime de 48 heures, etc.
On ne peut pas s'attendre Ć  ce que cela fonctionne si vous suivez les instructions Ć  la lettre...
Je dis simplement que l'impulsion est trĆØs rarement efficace.
Vizzy ou Stan
Didn't follow the protocol, any of the protocols.
Vizzy's, Stan's, stat dose, 48 hour regime etc.
Can't be expected to work if you follow the directions to the letter.......
Just saying, impulse very rarely gets the job done.
the day before 10 mg meto morning afternoon and evening

on d-day; 10 mg morning 10 mg midday.
be fasted for at least 8 hours before taking before 1 hour before 3*10 g.

25 g of sn in 50 ml water, prepare 3 glasses in case you vomit
antivacides are not important.
if you have benzos take them to relax. propanolol is not essential to die.

if you vomit 2nd glass, if you vomit again 3rd glass is that enough?

IS this?
 
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emjayelle14

Member
Nov 27, 2024
40
They only took a sip of it, so it was not the full 20g.
I read this as a sip of juice, then 20g of sn: "about 7:30pm: I ingested a sip, not even a glass, of a bit of juice and about 20g SN."
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
I read this as a sip of juice, then 20g of sn: "about 7:30pm: I ingested a sip, not even a glass, of a bit of juice and about 20g SN."
Maybe you're right, for some reason I thought they put the SN in juice. 20g is still under recommended dose though.
 
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emjayelle14

Member
Nov 27, 2024
40
Maybe you're right, for some reason I thought they put the SN in juice. 20g is still under recommended dose though.
OK, got it. Do you know what recommended dosage is for someone 225lbs?
 

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