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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
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I'm here the same reason anyone else is here. I'm not here regarding my career choice, but I will chime in for things I'm knowledgable on. You'd be surprised at how many professionals are for dying with dignity and choice. They can't voice it openly all the time, but a majority of my partners, higher ups, and connections through conferences for mandated continued education are for choice. It honestly depends on the person. But it might have something to do with also being around death all the time. Even my nursing coworkers are mostly for choice. :)

But I agree, it's awful that it's not available to everyone and is only allowed in certain circumstances. It's heartbreaking.
Have you seen the nasty things that member wrote to me basically saying i was liar.
 
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Aap

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Apr 26, 2020
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I'm not sure why you would have thought this would be fatal. This is a general topic here repeatedly, and any informed feedback would be that this would almost certainly not be fatal. This isn't even mentioning the feedback regarding why taking whole pills is a losing proposition.
 
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I'm not sure why you would have thought this would be fatal. This is a general topic here repeatedly, and any informed feedback would be that this would almost certainly not be fatal. This isn't even mentioning the feedback regarding why taking whole pills is a losing proposition.
i just joined 2 days ago. I've read on other forums and googled it and read a lot of articles so that's why I thought that.
 
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RainAndSadness

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Interesting. I have a few questions. How did you consume those pills? What did they do to you? Do you remember what happened right after you took them? How long did it take until you fell asleep? Did you maybe puke? Is it possible this happened and you don't remember anymore, considering Ambien causes amnesia? I've been taking ambien for more than 2 years regularly, on a daily base, and I'm certain that taking 200 pills at once wouldn't just let you wake up again the next morning like nothing happened.
 
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airboy_a380

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Interesting. I have a few questions. How did you consume those pills? What did they do to you? Do you remember what happened right after you took them? How long did it take until you fell asleep? Did you maybe puke? Is it possible this happened and you don't remember anymore, considering Ambien causes amnesia? I've been taking ambien for more than 2 years regularly, on a daily base, and I'm certain that taking 200 pills at once wouldn't just let you wake up again the next morning like nothing happened.
Trust me it did to me, I remember everything, I took it on an empty stomach in 3 gos with water. Fell asleep shortly after. No puking, nothing. And then the following morning I woke up. Nothing happened besides that, not even an headache.
 
Dreamless Sleep

Dreamless Sleep

The eternal night before chaos...
Feb 1, 2020
190
That's understandable. It scares me too. I orginally thought I wanted that as my method, but I've since been looking at alternatives. I wouldn't personally recommend a pill overdose, strictly due to uncertainly of the outcome... but I know wanting to find a peaceful way out that is fairly easy to access. Benadryl is more commonly higher success rates, that I've seen... mostly due to the anticholinergic effect it has... but it's not kind to the body. You won't be aware once you basically lapse into a coma or brain death, and eventually actual death if not found for awhile. But I still wouldn't suggest it. A lot of the pill overdose cases I get called to are from benadryl, benzos, and opiates.

I have a question for your medical expertise related to this but I dont want to hijack this thread. Do you mind if I message you?
 
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I have a question for your medical expertise related to this but I dont want to hijack this thread. Do you mind if I message you?
Isadeth is super nice, do it.
 
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Isadeth

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I have a question for your medical expertise related to this but I dont want to hijack this thread. Do you mind if I message you?
I don't mind at all. I can't give medical advice, but I can help educate within my means the best I can. :)
 
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Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
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I would encourage you not to view much of the information posted as reliable. Attempting to OD on Benadryl is not a good idea. While it is possible to drink enough water to cause death, that doesn't make it a reliable or peaceful method to go.
 
Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,543
I would encourage you not to view much of the information posted as reliable. Attempting to OD on Benadryl is not a good idea. While it is possible to drink enough water to cause death, that doesn't make it a reliable or peaceful method to go.
Who suggested benadryl as a method? I think I was one of the only to mention it, and I stated it's one of my common calls regarding overdose death. However, I warned its awful and not at all a way to go. Xx
While it is possible to drink enough water to cause death, that doesn't make it a reliable or peaceful method to go.
I also reread the post again very carefully to make sure I didn't misread or skip over anything. Where did water come into it? Do you mean when I mentioned anticholinergic effects? That was regarding benadryl and its action/effects as anticholinergic drugs affect the physiological action of acetylcholine-- i.e. they dry you up to put it simply. The opposite of excess water. That's how it works as an antihistamine. It dries the mucous secreting effects of allergies and allows you to breathe. :) unless you were just mentioning water intoxication in general without replying or referring to a member, but rather just stating it.
 
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GoneGoneGone

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Apr 1, 2020
1,141
Bump for urgent need, please.

What chances do I have of not surviving if I take around 700 mg of Zolpidem?

Im a woman, neither skinny nor fat, and 10 mg knocks me out at night.

Thank you.
 
Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
I'm actually a nurse and a deputy coroner lol
If You Are A Nurse & Deputy Coroner Than What Are Doing On Here??
Investigating?
Because I'm Not Sure Of Your Real Intentions On Here No Offence Just Being Careful
Peace & Hugs
I don't feel any anger, nor I have time for it, it's your opinion. I have mine, I'm the one who did it not you. Don't nee anyone to believe it or not, but you assuming i was in ER and just don't remember it due to being psycotic. That made me laugh! thanks for that! I haven't laughed in a while.
Hi Friend

Hello My Dolphin Friend
You & Me Were Both Newbies On Here If Anyone Saying Anything That Bothers You Just Take It With A Pinch Of Salt As You Are Fully Aware Everyone On Here Are In Pain And We Are Just Trying To Give Each Other Support Support That Mental Health Should Have Given Us But Haven't They Have Failed Us
This A Pro Choice Place Where We Can Chat About Our Feelings Openly &
I'm Sorry For Your Pain Your OD Of Zolpidem Might Not Have Worked Because Sleeping Tablets Develop A Tolerance In The Body So In The End You Need More Just To Sleep
That Could Be The Reason You Woke Up The Next Day Some Nights I Take 10mg & Sleep For 3 hrs & Other Nights I Sleep 10 hrs It Definitely Depends On What Mind Site I Am In
Sleeping Tablets Are Hard To Get In UK From The GP So Best Keep Them To Help You Get Some Rest
But Prescription Drugs Even With AE Cause Vomiting I Have Failed 20+ Times & Damaged My Stomach Lining
So I'm Choosing SN Now Hopefully I Don't Vomit
I Am Here For You :heart:
Peace & Hugs :hug:
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
If You Are A Nurse & Deputy Coroner Than What Are Doing On Here??
Investigating?
Because I'm Not Sure Of Your Real Intentions On Here

Hi Friend

Hello My Dolphin Friend
You & Me Were Both Newbies On Here If Anyone Saying Anything That Bothers You Just Take It With A Pinch Of Salt As You Are Fully Aware Everyone On Here Are In Pain And We Are Just Trying To Give Each Other Support Support That Mental Health Should Have Given Us But Haven't They Have Failed Us
This A Pro Choice Place Where We Can Chat About Our Feeling Openly
I'm Sorry For Your Pain Your OD Of Zolpidem Might Not Have Worked Because Sleeping Tablets Develop A Tolerance In The Body So In The End You Need More Just To Sleep
That Could Be The Reason You Woke Up Some Nights I Take 10mg & Sleep For 3 hrs & Other Nights I Sleep 10 hrs It Definitely Depends On What Mind Site I Am In
But Prescription Drugs Even With AE Cause Vomiting I Have Failed 20+ Times & Damaged My Stomach Lining
So I'm Choosing SN Now Hopefully I Don't Vomit
I Am Here For You :heart:
Peace & Hugs :hug:
Yeah I wanted SN just in case, if you know where can I get some PM me, cause google isn't helping much. Thanks
 
Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Yeah I wanted SN just in case, if you know where can I get some PM me, cause google isn't helping much. Thanks
Hi My Dolphin Friend

Google Is Definitely A Hard Nut To Crack As Far As SN I Don't Have It But Check My Other Threads I Remember Asking For Advice About It Maybe That Can Help
Hugs & Peace :hug:
 
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GoneGoneGone

Enlightened
Apr 1, 2020
1,141
Bump for urgent need, please.

What chances do I have of not surviving if I take around 700 mg of Zolpidem?

Im a woman, neither skinny nor fat, and 10 mg knocks me out at night.

Thank you.
Guys, I value your friendship, but could someone please help out with the question here?
 
Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,543
If You Are A Nurse & Deputy Coroner Than What Are Doing On Here??
Investigating?
Because I'm Not Sure Of Your Real Intentions On Here No Offence Just Being Careful
Peace & Hugs

Hi Friend

Hello My Dolphin Friend
You & Me Were Both Newbies On Here If Anyone Saying Anything That Bothers You Just Take It With A Pinch Of Salt As You Are Fully Aware Everyone On Here Are In Pain And We Are Just Trying To Give Each Other Support Support That Mental Health Should Have Given Us But Haven't They Have Failed Us
This A Pro Choice Place Where We Can Chat About Our Feelings Openly &
I'm Sorry For Your Pain Your OD Of Zolpidem Might Not Have Worked Because Sleeping Tablets Develop A Tolerance In The Body So In The End You Need More Just To Sleep
That Could Be The Reason You Woke Up The Next Day Some Nights I Take 10mg & Sleep For 3 hrs & Other Nights I Sleep 10 hrs It Definitely Depends On What Mind Site I Am In
Sleeping Tablets Are Hard To Get In UK From The GP So Best Keep Them To Help You Get Some Rest
But Prescription Drugs Even With AE Cause Vomiting I Have Failed 20+ Times & Damaged My Stomach Lining
So I'm Choosing SN Now Hopefully I Don't Vomit
I Am Here For You :heart:
Peace & Hugs :hug:
No offense taken. I can understand suspicion. But rest assured, I'm here the same reason most are here. If you'd like, please view my profile and past posts to get better insight, or feel free to message me directly. ♡ My profession(s) do not dictate why I'm here, but rather a product of my experiences and obsessions over the years with thanatology. Xx I hope that answers your questions :)
 
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Aug 8, 2020
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Bump for urgent need, please.

What chances do I have of not surviving if I take around 700 mg of Zolpidem?

Im a woman, neither skinny nor fat, and 10 mg knocks me out at night.

Thank you.

700 mg will overdose you but likely not kill you
Lethal is estimated at 2000 mg but as exemplified by OP even that doesn't work 100% of the time
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
No offense taken. I can understand suspicion. But rest assured, I'm here the same reason most are here. If you'd like, please view my profile and past posts to get better insight, or feel free to message me directly. ♡ My profession(s) do not dictate why I'm here, but rather a product of my experiences and obsessions over the years with thanatology. Xx I hope that answers your questions :)
Dear Friend
Yes Definitely Thank You
Peace & Hugs:hug:
 
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lifeisbutadream

Wizard
Oct 4, 2018
693
Have you seen the nasty things that member wrote to me basically saying i was liar.


Airboy, you shouldn't take it personally. He doesn't know you at all nor do I. He was just being coldly analytical about words he saw on the screen and i think he was right to do so because it seems so strange and there are sometimes deceitful people posting on here.
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
Airboy, you shouldn't take it personally. He doesn't know you at all nor do I. He was just being coldly analytical about words he saw on the screen and i think he was right to do so because it seems so strange and there are sometimes deceitful people posting on here.
Yeah I just ignored him. Thanks
 
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smoba

Member
Aug 16, 2020
8
I've read that it is basically impossible to kill yourself with ambien.
 
Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
I've tried everything. Pills don't work, not reliably.

Same here. My first attempt at 14 I took the entire bottle of ny iron supplement because I'm anemic... plus some random pills my mom had. It was scary and painful but tbh the doctors said if I didn't come to the hospital I would have died. I got my stomach pumped and I was literally shitting iron and water, nothing else. Little iron shavings! And then I got locked up in the psych ward and I met others who also OD ob pills like Tylenol and also had their stomachs pumped.

Funny thing is after that my mom was so terrified of iron supplements she forbade me from having it. But unfortunately I actually really needed them because I have been anemic my entire life and it basically destroyed my life I was a major weakling lazy butt.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
509
Same here. My first attempt at 14 I took the entire bottle of ny iron supplement because I'm anemic... plus some random pills my mom had. It was scary and painful but tbh the doctors said if I didn't come to the hospital I would have died. I got my stomach pumped and I was literally shitting iron and water, nothing else. Little iron shavings! And then I got locked up in the psych ward and I met others who also OD ob pills like Tylenol and also had their stomachs pumped.

Funny thing is after that my mom was so terrified of iron supplements she forbade me from having it. But unfortunately I actually really needed them because I have been anemic my entire life and it basically destroyed my life I was a major weakling lazy butt.
That's an incredible story. I hope you're able to get what you need now.
 
KindaAlwaysKnew

KindaAlwaysKnew

Member
Sep 26, 2018
14
Yeah they tend to make all pills used to treat depression/sleeping disorders impossible to kill yourself with. I have access to as many 45mg Mirtazipine tablets as i like, but i know enough to not even bother trying... they'd just put me in a deep sleep then i'd wake up.
 
Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Yeah they tend to make all pills used to treat depression/sleeping disorders impossible to kill yourself with. I have access to as many 45mg Mirtazipine tablets as i like, but i know enough to not even bother trying... they'd just put me in a deep sleep then i'd wake up.
Dear Friend
You Are Right Mirtazipine 45mg just makes you very dizzy and then you get knocked out for a couple of hours
I took mine by mistake in the morning just 1 pill and it sent me to sleep for 6 hours But I can't sleep at night

but there is another tablet I take in an overdose nearly ctb if the police had not crashed my door in
However saying that second attempt I just vomited it didn't work
So yeah prescribed medication is a weird puzzle to crack

I've had 20+ overdoses and now my stomach has severe inflammation due to them

Definitely choosing a different method now

vomiting has ruined my chances all the time despite taking AE

Peace & Hugs To You:hug:
 
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