too hard to ctb

[oiopb]

simply too hard to ctb.................... sigh

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it really is. It's why I've been trapped here for so long, it's beyond cruel how we cannot just easily leave this existence in a peaceful way despite the fact that we were so harmfully forced into existence in the first place. In my case more than anything I wish I never existed at all.

 

[L0nely]

And yet they want to call people who ctb'd cowards when it takes insane amount of inner strenght to pull the trigger.

 

[SVEN]

We understand.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Living is hard, dying is even harder. I'm sorry you have to deal with such a strong SI ...

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

Sometimes if feels like the survival instinct and the fear of death will force me to die from old age. But I do not give up. Other people have succeeded in suicide. I believe that planning and long preparation are the solution. Then all it takes is one act of courage to leave the hell of life.