I was raised in a Christian household and I struggled with this for a long time, but I've finally realized that God would not send someone to Hell for committing suicide when they were obviously suffering and felt that it was their only option. There are many things about God I don't understand (for example: I've never been able to find a good answer as to why bad things happen in the first place) but I know that God exists and that He is loving. Don't get me wrong, I've spent the majority of my life being mad at the idea that God is supposedly all-powerful and kind, yet he lets horrific things happen to innocent people? How does He sit by and watch that happen? I don't have those answers, but I can tell you that Hell is not meant for those that aren't able to deal with the shitty cards that they've been dealt, because quite frankly, there's not anything for us to do about it in the first place (most of the time).