tonights the night

[horriblehuman]

I just wanted to hop on here and state that this site has helped me a lot. the resources here have been very useful. my method is partial or full suspension from a tree at my local forest. i have oxazepam i dont know if i should be using those just in case if my attempt fails and have to get back to apartment. I think it would be easier to get over any SI left. I have thought of many different methods and i have thought of doing this in my apartment but dont want anyone of my family to see me first. + the cost of dying in a apartment is much more than in a forest and not so traumatizing to my neighbours. I don't know why im trying to rationalize this. I just have to do it and not think about it anymore. Sorry for my ramble and bad english I hope I find eternal peace... Also sorry for corny dexter reference.

 

[Worndown]

I hope you find peace.

 

[darksouls]

hope you find relief from suffering

 

[diopdawe]

I hope you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Dejected 55]

Good fortune to you.

 

[Nightfoot]

I hope you can find peace from your suffering.