Tonight’s the night (SN)

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My protocol is pretty bare bones:

2:00 pm : food fast
8:00 pm : water fast
9:00 pm : 25mg 6-Shogaol (antiemetic)
10:00 pm : drink 25g SN mixed in 50ml of water (second cup if necessary)

Hoping today is a bit uneventful; I really don't want any last minute anxiety or regret.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I hope you find the profound peace and stillness you truly deserve. May your transition be gentle.

 

[Apathy79]

Any plans for the last day?

 

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Any plans for the last day?

Just to stay relaxed and on routine. I've always felt that the ideal day should be just like any other.

Less novelty -> less anxiety

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Sorry that it came to this for you. I note you are using Shogoal, I have ondansetron in my protocol. I wish you all the best in love and peace. Sending hugs your way

 

[IThirst4Freedom]

Good luck man, I have my SN but not sure if i want to go that route as i also have Fentanyl i might try first. Hope you find peace

 

[peewee]

good luck friend, I will be joining you soon x

 

[fightclub17]

Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace

 

[Matchaaa]

I hope you find peace and relief you are search for, good luck.
I wishing you all the best.

 

[U. A.]

>no one clocking this account is nearly seven years old

i read a couple of your older posts. sad to see that you managed to improve some in some ways, but are still at this point. i'm sorry

 

[squiddedoutt]

^^^

I'm glad you were able to get your sn. It sounds rough how your life went downhill (i would never dream of trying vsed).

I hope you get what you want <3

 

[lostallhope85]

Wishing you good luck

 

[pieceoffox]

I wish you luck in finding peace

 

[chudcell]

Wishing you a peaceful travel to the otherside. Anyways best wishes

 

[geepeedee]

i hope it's peaceful. good luck!

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

May you find peace

 

[raemysteryO]

Swift travel, hope you find peace

 

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I did not anticipate how hard it would be to stay awake. The combination of the fast and making sure everything is where I want it before I leave is definitely taking its toll. That being said, the anxiety is mostly gone.