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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
I'm seriously considering ctb tonight. I can't get a loan for another attorney, my ex is going to completely destroy me in court.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,704
I'm sorry you are in that situation. I can imagine that it must be devastating. It is such a cruel and unfair life. I wish you relief from your suffering in whatever you decide.
 
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PoorFarmer

Member
Apr 25, 2022
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I'm seriously considering ctb tonight. I can't get a loan for another attorney, my ex is going to completely destroy me in court.

Im sorry that it has lead you to this. I am going through something very close to your situation & feel your pain. I can not nor can anyone else on this forum tell you what is the correct decision, but we will all be here to listen or support you through whatever decision you decide to make.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
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Sorry to hear you are in a scary time. You must be feeling awful. I hate courts and the whole judicial system. Our system was supposed to be easily navigable by the average citizen. However it is not and requires a lawyer to navigate it. When do you have to be in court?
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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I'm seriously considering ctb tonight. I can't get a loan for another attorney, my ex is going to completely destroy me in court.
Are you sure that's what you really want?
 
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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
Are you sure that's what you really want?
I should have been dead the first time, but I accidentally left a tracking device on. Since returning I am even more alone.

My first attempt was 200 seroquel, ativan, 20 fentanyl patches, and 10 fentanyl patches distilled out. I was on a vent for 8 days and they thought I was brain dead. I was barely breathing and seizing.
 
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