november445ll
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- Jan 26, 2026
- 2
too tired to explain how shit my life was and is. psychiatrist gave me a bunch of sedative meds , so im just gonna hammer em down and do a full suspension. see you on the flip side.
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OnMyLast Legs
Too many regrets
- Oct 29, 2024
- 1,176
Trying to make an attempt right now. Too anxious. I always puss out. I can't wrap my head around these being my last minutes of consciousness forever. I know I'm hurting my state of mind and lowering my functionality doing this. I need to pull myself together and do work. This suicide stuff is a vice I've been indulging in for months. In a sense I'm doing this for fun. This is addictive behavior. Or...I could do it. I couldn't possibly do it. Or could I? Right now. Give it 10 minutes. Will I do it by 10:30am? If not give up.
Edit:
1. Do some partial
2. Feel the squeeze
3. Bolt upright--oh nonoNO I will not die by hanging.
How do people do it?
OTOH I felt the beginning of passing out, tingly. Just go all in on FSH and it'll be quick. Goddamnit I know I won't. I know I won't.Last edited:
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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