First post lol, I've been a lurker for a while so thought it's only appropriate to make this. I was meant to do it yesterday but I fell asleep lmaooo, but I've prepped more for tonight.
I haven't attempted before so not sure how this will go. My first method I'll try is partial suspension, I ordered a rope which is coming in a few days but I can't wait anymore, so I'm using a bathrobe. I'm wedging it in my bathroom door, high enough that I will be on my tip-toes at the beginning, this way when I drop I can push them back and hopefully stop any convulsions??? Not sure but we'll see lol. If that doesn't work I have a couple of compression methods I can do that don't involve hanging. I know where the sweet spot on my neck is so I'm pretty sure any sort of suffocation method could work. If for some reason I flop at that too I'm prepared to do full suspension. It's not preferred cause of the hashtag 10 minutes of torture theory but I'm very determined atm so I'm willing to go all out looool.
Right now I have the bathrobe already pretty tight on my neck (have to put a finger between it and my neck to swallow properly), I'm getting used to the feeling, only thing left is throw it over the door. I have a bottle of vodka too, I'm getting tipsy/drunk enough to calm my nerves about it. I know some people are like, "you'll flop if you're drunk", but all I need to do is put a bathrobe over a door, even drunk me can manage that. I feel like doing it sober would let me back out more easily.
Anyways, hopefully this is goodbye, if not then I'll research for a few more days and try other methods I guess. I'm watching a show I like rn, drink in hand (not writing a note, that's cringe and people will trivialise any reason I give anyways so no point). I'm at peace, calm and happy, I can't wait to go :]
I haven't attempted before so not sure how this will go. My first method I'll try is partial suspension, I ordered a rope which is coming in a few days but I can't wait anymore, so I'm using a bathrobe. I'm wedging it in my bathroom door, high enough that I will be on my tip-toes at the beginning, this way when I drop I can push them back and hopefully stop any convulsions??? Not sure but we'll see lol. If that doesn't work I have a couple of compression methods I can do that don't involve hanging. I know where the sweet spot on my neck is so I'm pretty sure any sort of suffocation method could work. If for some reason I flop at that too I'm prepared to do full suspension. It's not preferred cause of the hashtag 10 minutes of torture theory but I'm very determined atm so I'm willing to go all out looool.
Right now I have the bathrobe already pretty tight on my neck (have to put a finger between it and my neck to swallow properly), I'm getting used to the feeling, only thing left is throw it over the door. I have a bottle of vodka too, I'm getting tipsy/drunk enough to calm my nerves about it. I know some people are like, "you'll flop if you're drunk", but all I need to do is put a bathrobe over a door, even drunk me can manage that. I feel like doing it sober would let me back out more easily.
Anyways, hopefully this is goodbye, if not then I'll research for a few more days and try other methods I guess. I'm watching a show I like rn, drink in hand (not writing a note, that's cringe and people will trivialise any reason I give anyways so no point). I'm at peace, calm and happy, I can't wait to go :]
