tonight would be perfect

[devil]

If you had the perfect opportunity and the right moment to ctb but you didn't have your plan 100% thought out, would you still try or no?

my dog is not home with me, he's with my dad.
tonight would be the perfect time for me to go.. everything just feels right and I don't have anything to worry about. I want to ctb now. I just don't exactly have a full proof plan, but i also know the right way to partial hang. So I think I'm willing to try.

 

[demuic]

To me, if I didn't have my plan 100% thought out then it would not be the perfect time. But it all depends on what you want to do.

 

[devil]

To me, if I didn't have my plan 100% thought out then it would not be the perfect time. But it all depends on what you want to do.

I hear you. I just know I won't be able to carry on this whole "everything is fine" act around my therapist, family, etc. so if I do it when no one is expecting then I have a better chance at not getting stopped.

 

[Lost Magic]

Yes, I would breakaway from my plan if the pain of living was just too great. As we all know, plans don't always go accordingly anyway. Time will tell I guess.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

If you don't want to pretend with your therapist and you don't want to tell her all your shit just drop her and don't go back.

Do what you want of course, but if you decide to stay don't go to people who are supposed to help and don't help.

 

[suisuiforum]

If my plan wasn't 100% thought-out, then there's a greater likelihood of failing and/or being discovered, so it would negate the supposedly perfect opportunity.

 

[Jumping_realms]

No, I am not doing half ass impulsive attempts any longer. It's gotta be 100%. I am at least going to try my best to tie loose ends first too, but that's all I have left in me.

That's even pushing it.

Do what you feel is right for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think I would only ever ctb if I had everything fully planned. The risk of failure is what holds me back.

 

[Lost Magic]

I honestly think my time on earth is drawing nearer. When sleep is the only thing that makes you feel alive, then I don't think there is much left to live for.