Tonight its the night

[submarinedownsea]

I think im gonna do it today, honestly, i dont have a plan, im thinking about sh in the shower or something like that, maybe drink chemical products. All i know its that i cant take it anymore, tonight its the night im finding my peace. Wish me luck

 

[Off_Switch]

Gotta have a plan. Last thing you want to do is have to live with any kind of botched aftermath.

 

[somebodyfromeast]

I'm sorry that you're in this situation... And I perfectly understand what it's like when everything wants to stop right now. But I'm worried about the unpreparedness... An impulsive decision can lead to unpleasant consequences: you can not achieve the goal and cause great harm to your health. This will only make the situation worse...

I sincerely wish you good luck. And I really hope that you will act with certainty. I wish that your pain will end <3

 

[getoutgirl]

Hey. Please don't. I know how desperate it gets some nights and how you just want it to be over and in how much mental pain you must be at the moment.
But please don't do it without a plan, or just some random chemical products. It can and would get way worse and painful for a lot longer and you don't deserve more.
Try to distract yourself tonight, talk to people if you can about whatever just do what works. Biggest of hugs you can get through tonight <3

 

[chek]

Wishing you the best. It's horrible when you just had enough- the frustration is excruciating...

 

[submarinedownsea]

Hey. Please don't. I know how desperate it gets some nights and how you just want it to be over and in how much mental pain you must be at the moment.
But please don't do it without a plan, or just some random chemical products. It can and would get way worse and painful for a lot longer and you don't deserve more.
Try to distract yourself tonight, talk to people if you can about whatever just do what works. Biggest of hugs you can get through tonight <3

In the end my mom surprised me coming to my home, wich ruined my plans cause i tought the house would be empty since my husband leaved. i didnt drink anything, but hurted my face with scratches ( i dont think theyr to bad btw). Thanks for the support, it was really good to read this, im gonna talk with a therapist tomorrow and see if the next weeks gets better or else i ll start a plan.

 

[Eriktf]

DO NOT drink chemicals they will not kill you they will only fuck up your guts

 

[knickknack81]

Im so sorry you are going through this. I understand yr wanting to end this feeling, Ive been there (as have many of us) but please dont drink chemicals or do anything on whim like this. It's really important to go into this situation prepared so you dont survive in a way that hurtful or very damaging to yr body. therefore making everything worse. This site has tons of resources and people to talk to about plans and how to go about doing stuff in a way that will do the least harm. Please reach out if you have any questions. This site is here for you.

 

[Cobamel]

What do you mean you're going to "sh in the shower"? Please specify because I can't clearly understand what's your idea, and it seems you might be a bit confused. But forgive me if I'm wrong.

Whatever your final decision, I hope you'll get to a point when you're mentally sharp and that you will know what you're doing.

Good luck