Tonight is the night.

[Gimpy93]

I've decided that tonight is as good a night as any. I'm not sure my method will be initially successful but I'm optimistic about ctb because I'm sure it will take a sufficient amount of time for my absence to be noticed and for people to know where to find me. By then if I'm still breathing, I'll most likely be comatose. I hope any physical damage done is irreversible and undetectable by me (i.e. vegetative state). I've been trying to hold on to "reasons" for months and now I know I've exhausted all options that could keep me here. I'm scared, but also excited and relieved. I thought I would still be having a spiritual/religious hang-up right now, but I don't, and it's great. I think it's because my hopelessness has been somewhat validated. It's a very liberating feeling. Anyway, wish me luck! I've really appreciated reading the experiences of others on this site, so thank you all for your positivity and understanding. :D

 

[downsolong]

i hope you find peace however you decide. i don't know you but an hour ago came close to death; couldn't read your post without acknowledging your pain.

 

[Gimpy93]

i hope you find peace however you decide. i don't know you but an hour ago came close to death; couldn't read your post without acknowledging your pain.

Thank you very much! I see you, too. Peace on your journey.

 

[nixdeath]

Good luck, I hope you are happier this way

 

[FallingGrace]

I read something on r/ShowerThoughts the other day and your post reminded me of it: "Death might be really fun and that's why no one's ever come back from it". I hope it's true.
Wishing you love & light!

 

[Gimpy93]

I read something on r/ShowerThoughts the other day and your post reminded me of it: "Death might be really fun and that's why no one's ever come back from it". I hope it's true.
Wishing you love & light!

I so hope it's true. Thank you for this.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

So, with 3 posts, you sort of just made a "drive-by" through SS, huh? Evidently, you already had everything all figured out. Well, whatever you do, I hope it's the right decision for you and it brings you whatever peace you seek.

 

[wellherewego]

I hope you can find peace

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

Peace be your journey!

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it is hard to carry on when you are tired of everything and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace and relief from your suffering whether you go through with it or not.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm sending you love and strength. I hope your journey is peaceful whichever pathway you decide to take.

❤

 

[Weebster]

And it's going to happen again and again...
-Dexter Morgan