Method Tonight is the night!!

[Dead by Daylight]

Yesterday I found out partial hanging is really a thing by experiencing it myself. Now tonight Im going through with it. Actually tomorrow morning. I want to give myself a chance of surviving. I like playing with life. Until now Ive lost. Life always won. I woke up from a 1 day coma Thursday. I survived 30 2mg pills of lorazepam and a bunch of other stuff. So now Im hanging but 45 min before my nurse comes. So I technically would be death but there is still a chance when life really want me to keep living to survive. Is this for attention not necessarily I want to see how far I can go physically before my body gives out.

 

[LostinTime24]

I hope you find peace.

 

[sugarh1gh]

Good luck, I wish you well.

 

[TheLastBoyOnEarth]

I wish you luck and I hope you find your peace.

 

[Dead by Daylight]

Yesterday I found out partial hanging is really a thing by experiencing it myself. Now tonight Im going through with it. Actually tomorrow morning. I want to give myself a chance of surviving. I like playing with life. Until now Ive lost. Life always won. I woke up from a 1 day coma Thursday. I survived 30 2mg pills of lorazepam and a bunch of other stuff. So now Im hanging but 45 min before my nurse comes. So I technically would be death but there is still a chance when life really want me to keep living to survive. Is this for attention not necessarily I want to see how far I can go physically before my body gives out.

I failed. I couldnt do it. My fricking SI kicked in all the time and now Im getting admitted again. Gosh I hate this life.

 

[feelinggloomy]

So sorry

 

[floating_cloud]

I failed. I couldnt do it. My fricking SI kicked in all the time and now Im getting admitted again. Gosh I hate this life.

Omg I'm so sorry it didn't work damn that's fucked

 

[feelinggloomy]

Hang in there. It's hard

 

[EternalSummer]

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[theboy]

Peace