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Netvor

Netvor

Vagabond
Mar 2, 2023
49
I am probably going to drink sn today so i just wanted to say goodbye and thank everyone because without sasu really i wouldn't have been here i can't really have much to say i am out of words completely thinking about so many things rn alone so there is that
I'll keep you guys update if someone cares to know

~Netvor was here.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,338
People here care for everyone up to the last second if that is needed because so many people here can understand you and your reasons without judging you.

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you all the best, have a pleasant journey and may you find peace & freedom on the other side! farewell!
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
I hope you (aquarium kit) tested your stuff. And that's some shit timing on my part, to be bringing that up right now, but nothing's worse than waking up tomorrow when you really planned on not. Wishing you peace and sleep.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
I wish you peace 🤗
 
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kionu09

Member
Jun 3, 2023
52
Please think for the last time and try to imagine how things may develop at best in the future. if you still dont see the light at tiny bit, than farewell we will come behind you with CTB or naturally all of us eventually will be in that so called bus.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i hope your transition to the other side is peaceful <3
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you. Pls keep us updated.
 
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blacktulip44

blacktulip44

lost and broken
Jun 5, 2023
34
im sorry your life feels so bad this was your only relief. i wish you the best and hope you go peacefully and painlessly.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,052
I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find peace from all the suffering.
 
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Crono

-
Jun 1, 2023
314
Goodbye, I made this drawing for you.

2023 06 11 0jh Kleki
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
I am so sorry That this world could not keep you safe.

I wish you all the best, whatever you decide to do <3
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
I hope it is peaceful and painless. We'll see you on the other side. Xxxxxx
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Sven knew Netvor was here, though they journey on alone they have a company of us travelling behind, wishing a peaceful sleep and gentle dreams.
 
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Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Wishing you @Netvor a very pleasant and comfortable journey on your way to everlasting peace and tranquility you so richly deserve you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
258
I'm sorry for your struggles but hope you find the peace you're looking for 🤍
 
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Netvor

Vagabond
Mar 2, 2023
49
Update -

Threw up all night it was really painful i hate throwing up

I definitely will try again i wonder what went wrong
 
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soontobedone

soontobedone

Leave blank
Feb 27, 2023
314
I'm sorry you went through this... Did you follow protocol?
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
So sorry to hear. Are feeling okay now? Sending hugs❤
 
Netvor

Netvor

Vagabond
Mar 2, 2023
49
So sorry to hear. Are feeling okay now? Sending hugs❤
Complete pain
I'll try next week again after i recover
I have nothing to fear i took the SN without even thinking about it so it's fairly easy.
 
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just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
258
so sorry you went through that. Did you test the sn ahead of time? Also in other threads where someone also threw up and had a bad reaction members encouraged them not to attempt immediately the next day. you need to find out if it was bad sn, had a reaction to the ae if you used one and give your body time to heal a bit before going again. I hope you're ok and you were able to get some rest after such a tough night
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Update -

Threw up all night it was really painful i hate throwing up

I definitely will try again i wonder what went wrong
Why it failed ?

Did you follow the protocol?

How much sn did you take ? Did you vomit? Did you take second cup of sn?

Did you fast? How long did you fast?

Please give us detailed information so people can learn what really happened?

Hope you are okay and recover soon, please give us detailed information
 
Netvor

Netvor

Vagabond
Mar 2, 2023
49
Why it failed ?

Did you follow the protocol?

How much sn did you take ? Did you vomit? Did you take second cup of sn?

Did you fast? How long did you fast?

Please give us detailed information so people can learn what really happened?

Hope you are okay and recover soon, please give us detailed information
Not sure why failure

Stan protocol no mistakes

25g with 50ml of water

Fast for 8 hours before taking the sn
Only minimal water for swallowing big pills

Didn't prepare a second cup i don't understand the logic behind it
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Not sure why failure

Stan protocol no mistakes

25g with 50ml of water

Fast for 8 hours before taking the sn
Only minimal water for swallowing big pills

Didn't prepare a second cup i don't understand the logic behind it
Where did you buy your sn?

Logic for second cup is when you drink sn your body will fight back by vomiting so you need to drink second cup to make sure you have lethal amount of sn in your system to kill you, Stan and ppeh both recommend this to take second cup

Swallowing big pills what you mean by that?

Did you test your sn purity ?

I think you took low purity of SN
SN is a well documented method for ctb so it is better to document your case why it failed ?
 
Netvor

Netvor

Vagabond
Mar 2, 2023
49
Where did you buy your sn?

Logic for second cup is when you drink sn your body will fight back by vomiting so you need to drink second cup to make sure you have lethal amount of sn in your system to kill you, Stan and ppeh both recommend this to take second cup

Swallowing big pills what you mean by that?

Did you test your sn purity ?

I think you took low purity of SN
I can't really say the Brand name out here

Also like if i throw up i don't think i am gonna have time ti l drink the second

Big pills i mean pills that i can't swallow without water because u needto water fast
My sn Purity is 98.5%
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I can't really say the Brand name out here

Also like if i throw up i don't think i am gonna have time ti l drink the second

Big pills i mean pills that i can't swallow without water because u needto water fast
My sn Purity is 98.5%

You can say which country you sourced your sn from?

So you don't like to give your complete story on what medications you took, how it felt like after taking Sn, like the complete story from start to the finish?

I am asking because so I can add it to the unsuccessful cases with your complete story
 
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MagicianKing

Member
Jun 9, 2023
10
I keep reading posts similar to Netvor's post, from people who drank SN advertised as 99% and they fail CTB.

Is there something I'm missing here? I'm starting to doubt the reliability of this method.
 
Netvor

Netvor

Vagabond
Mar 2, 2023
49
I keep reading posts similar to Netvor's post, from people who drank SN advertised as 99% and they fail CTB.

Is there something I'm missing here? I'm starting to doubt the reliability of this method.
Maybe it's just me
I personally deal with small nausea every day its not huge but when i see food i feel a little like i wanna throw up
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I keep reading posts similar to Netvor's post, from people who drank SN advertised as 99% and they fail CTB.

Is there something I'm missing here? I'm starting to doubt the reliability of this method.
I don't blame the SN process or SN because it is scientifically well documented method and a lot of members in this forum ctb using SN so you telling me all those are hoax

I just can't trust the people whether they did everything right or messed it up
 
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Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I am probably going to drink sn today so i just wanted to say goodbye and thank everyone because without sasu really i wouldn't have been here i can't really have much to say i am out of words completely thinking about so many things rn alone so there is that
I'll keep you guys update if someone cares to know

~Netvor was here.
I'm interested to your updates. Hope you find the peace that you wish.
I am probably going to drink sn today so i just wanted to say goodbye and thank everyone because without sasu really i wouldn't have been here i can't really have much to say i am out of words completely thinking about so many things rn alone so there is that
I'll keep you guys update if someone cares to know

~Netvor was here.
If possible, pm me the sn source.
 

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