Tonight is the night (SN) Thank you and goodbye! ❤

[Infinite Conscious]

You put into words a lot of the feelings I have felt and feel. In what you described, I found a lot of similarities to myself. I resonate deeply with a lot of what you wrote and so I understand it completely.

I was going to write the exact same words.
A lot of similarities that resonate with my own feelings and thoughts.

Dear muffin, I envy you as you beat me in this "race" by a few weeks, I suppose.
It takes a lot of strength and courage to take the path you're on.

As a fellow reincarnation/life plan believer, I hope we are either wrong and will seize to exist as conscious entities... or if we really must come back, I hope we learned the lessons of this lifetime and will have to face some other challenges the next time around.

We are NOT "playing God" or misusing the gift of life, we are fulfilling our destiny and contributing to the great evolution of Consciousness with one of the toughest (if not THE hardest) experiences a soul can go through.

Have a great journey and may God (Life force, Consciousness or whatever name It goes by) accept, guide and bless your soul.

 

[shush]

RIP ❤

 

[Symbiote]

Sleep well Muffin, you'll be missed around here and have enjoyed your posts and conversations. I'm mad that life has been unfair to you and I'm sad that it lead you down this path. Safe travels and one day I hope to see you on the other side.

 

[nolongerhuman]

Rest In Peace. I didn't really talk to you much but you seemed like a very nice person.

 

[victoria91]

Safe travels where ever it may be

 

[angelfeather]

Rest in Peace Muffin xx

 

[Joey]

I wish you peace

 

[LaminarFlow]

Godspeed Muffin. I enjoy your posts and love your avatar. I'll miss you and send a thought your way once in a while.

From your own words yesterday, only you can know. Listen to the voice inside your heart. Peace.

I do believe that if/when the time comes for you, you will feel a sense of calm, peace, and certitude in your decision.

 

[BandAddict]

I wish I saw this last night. I'm so sorry to see you go, but I hope you achieve the peace that you deserve. You seemed really kind... Wishing you a safe journey.

 

[woknows]

It makes me sad. I hope you made the right call and you have as painless an exit as possible.

 

[WornOutLife]

OMG I've just come back and I see this!
I'm so sorry to hear you're leaving us.
You are an amazing person and I really enjoy reading your posts.

I wish you lots of love and eternal peace!

 

[Bensharp]

I love you muffin and real life muffin, eternal peace. See you on the other side.

 

[FreeAngel]

I hope you feel better on the other side

 

[SadJessu]

Rest In Peace

 

[bad luck]

If it is your choice, I have to say that I hope you achieve the peace you need. An affectionate hug.

 

[Sullun]

Thank you all for your kind words. I love you all. Needed some time to process my thoughts before coming back to read this thread. I felt scared to come back and read it for whatever reason, even though I'm grateful for your words. I don't want to hurt anyone with my choices, but I know I am. I wanted to come through and like everyone's posts in the thread one last time, too, like a last little "thank you" lol. I'm crying so hard right now reading your guys' posts and your loving words. I'm very grateful

I don't have meto, so hopefully I won't vomit. But, I have read that you don't necessarily need it to ctb, so I'm not too worried. I took an antacid, ibuprofen, and have fasted for about 8 hours. I have 3 glasses ready if needed










Update: just drank it. salty, gross, like burning pool water. I'm calm. Don't feel anything yet, but I know I will very soon. Time to lay down
Goodbye everyone <3

Good luck. I hope it works out for you. I'm really quite envious.

 

[bad luck]

Edit: I just read that you already drank it. Rest in peace

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

May you find never ending joy, peace and happiness wherever you may be :)

 

[Dead beat dad]

Sister, if you've reached your destination I honestly and sinceley wish love and peace.
I hope the pain that brought you here is assuaged and you suffer no more.
Your final sentiment was so touching and though you will never get to read this, I sincerely hope those cosmic forces that some of us believe in can connect this to you.

I hope where ever you are, that you are at peace and that your passing was painless and kind to you in a way that life was not.
Your kindness and compassion is evident from your departing remarks and I hope this kindness and compassion is bestowed on you 100 fold as your journey continues.
With the most honest and sincere love Muffin, peace be with you.

DBD

 

[Superdeterminist]

You deserve peace, as do we all. I'm sure you finally found it.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Goodbye, muffin. I didn't know you, but you seemed like a very good and kind person!!!!!
I'm so so so so sorry it had to come down to this..... I'm feeling extremely sad.....
travel safe

 

[Mooshi]

Sleep well, Muffin... I hope you found peace

 

[Lost Magic]

Your life was a blessing. Your memory a treasure. You are loved beyond words and will be missed beyond measure.

 

[Shu]

Thank you all for your kind words. I love you all. Needed some time to process my thoughts before coming back to read this thread. I felt scared to come back and read it for whatever reason, even though I'm grateful for your words. I don't want to hurt anyone with my choices, but I know I am. I wanted to come through and like everyone's posts in the thread one last time, too, like a last little "thank you" lol. I'm crying so hard right now reading your guys' posts and your loving words. I'm very grateful

I don't have meto, so hopefully I won't vomit. But, I have read that you don't necessarily need it to ctb, so I'm not too worried. I took an antacid, ibuprofen, and have fasted for about 8 hours. I have 3 glasses ready if needed










Update: just drank it. salty, gross, like burning pool water. I'm calm. Don't feel anything yet, but I know I will very soon. Time to lay down
Goodbye everyone <3

Rip

 

[lovedread]

Rest in peace