Tonight I'm going to try the tourniquet method

[bluemistbec]

I don't know why but this method really speaks to me. I'm going to use a belt and a stick. I feel a bit scared and alone but mostly so, so sad. I feel bad for my family but they don't understand how bad things are for me. It'd be great to have some company before I go.

 

[Disappointered]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Bedrock48]

I'm sorry life has led you to this point but whatever happens all the best. As always, there's no shame if you back or things don't go to plan.

 

[Enigmatic Sailor]

May your soul rest.

 

[bluemistbec]

Update: I couldn't get it to work. I think the stick I was doing it with was too thick so it wouldn't turn properly. I need to try with something else but another night

 

[Rayzieka]

Sorry you're going through this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things did not go to plan. I can imagine it must be frustrating. I wish you the best, whatever happens.