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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
 
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AceVendetta7500

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Jul 29, 2024
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Good luck, I hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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Jun 29, 2024
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Whatever happens, I hope you find relief from your suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you all the best, I hope that you find what you search for.
 
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Jul 24, 2024
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Good luck and I wish you nothing but peace.
 
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Wish you the best, fellow Placebo-fan.
 
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May 21, 2023
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Safe travels and good luck. I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
Wish you the best, fellow Placebo-fan.
See you at the bitter end!
Just tested the sn and so far it's pure, I'm getting a little anxious because I don't wanna throw up, because of the really salty taste I hope I can get through it, I'm will get ready another cup of sn if I fail the first attempt.

I'm kinda scared my family will find the sn I hide, I tried to be at a spot they wouldn't search.

(My family is kinda controlling and over protective, and if I fail something like this I'm sure they would mess all my bedroom to search for something.)
 
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rozeske

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Dec 2, 2023
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I wish you the best. Peace be on your journey ❤️

Eventually someone will find your SN, make sure to lable it as highly toxic and to dispose of it properly.
 
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Wishing you peace, we are here for you no matter the outcome.
 
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Apr 25, 2024
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Stay strong. You deserve to be free of this cruel world. Best wishes.
 
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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
I'm gonna sleep a little to kill off some hours, might wake up an hour or two before I take the sn.
 
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Aug 1, 2024
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May you find peace, have a safe trip
 
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MountainMan99

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Jul 5, 2024
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See you at the bitter end!
Just tested the sn and so far it's pure, I'm getting a little anxious because I don't wanna throw up, because of the really salty taste I hope I can get through it, I'm will get ready another cup of sn if I fail the first attempt.

I'm kinda scared my family will find the sn I hide, I tried to be at a spot they wouldn't search.

(My family is kinda controlling and over protective, and if I fail something like this I'm sure they would mess all my bedroom to search for something.)
I wish you good luck!

If you don't mind can you tell me which SN test kit you got? I have been looking for one but i can't find a good one that is accurate..
 
debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
I wish you good luck!

If you don't mind can you tell me which SN test kit you got? I have been looking for one but i can't find a good one that is accurate..
I couldn't find a sn test kit tbh..., I just did the blood test and I trust the pharmacy where I bought it, I hope it turns out good.
Hi, just woke up kinda anxious to do it, I still feel like I would fail, hhhh
 
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MountainMan99

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Jul 5, 2024
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I couldn't find a sn test kit tbh..., I just did the blood test and I trust the pharmacy where I bought it, I hope it turns out good.
Hi, just woke up kinda anxious to do it, I still feel like I would fail, hhhh
I mean, if you follow the SN guide you will not fail, not as long you're not found, but do be aware that once it's done there is no going back, even people who took SN and were found, more than 50% passed way still, i read that in Vizzy's SN bibile, i believe.
 
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debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
I'm gonna take the sn now
So I just took like to gulps of sn there still a lot to drink, it's really hard to do it, I already feel the effects I think, my sromach burns and I have tachycardia fuckk, after I drink it all I will go to sleep
So I just took like to gulps of sn there still a lot to drink, it's really hard to do it, I already feel the effects I think, my sromach burns and I have tachycardia fuckk, after I drink it all I will go to sleep
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
I'm so sorry I could make it, I ended up throwing all the sn I think here is where I draw the line since o can't try other method... Just.. wish me look in a recovery
 
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