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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
 
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AceVendetta7500

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Jul 29, 2024
21
Good luck, I hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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andreamysk

andreamysk

Student
Jun 29, 2024
134
Whatever happens, I hope you find relief from your suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,307
I wish you all the best, I hope that you find what you search for.
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
132
Good luck man
 
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HiddenPain

HiddenPain

Fading 🥀
Jul 24, 2024
83
Good luck and I wish you nothing but peace.
 
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sisyphean-nightmare

sisyphean-nightmare

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
Wish you the best, fellow Placebo-fan.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,520
Safe travels and good luck. I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
Wish you the best, fellow Placebo-fan.
See you at the bitter end!
Just tested the sn and so far it's pure, I'm getting a little anxious because I don't wanna throw up, because of the really salty taste I hope I can get through it, I'm will get ready another cup of sn if I fail the first attempt.

I'm kinda scared my family will find the sn I hide, I tried to be at a spot they wouldn't search.

(My family is kinda controlling and over protective, and if I fail something like this I'm sure they would mess all my bedroom to search for something.)
 
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thebelljarrr

Dying is an art
Apr 26, 2024
118
❤️. Best of luck
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,222
I wish you the best. Peace be on your journey ❤️

Eventually someone will find your SN, make sure to lable it as highly toxic and to dispose of it properly.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
Wishing you peace, we are here for you no matter the outcome.
 
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AbsentMindedHuman

One day, ill be free
Apr 25, 2024
133
Stay strong. You deserve to be free of this cruel world. Best wishes.
 
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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
I'm gonna sleep a little to kill off some hours, might wake up an hour or two before I take the sn.
 
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blessforus

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Jul 25, 2024
15
Blessings you will find peace
 
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feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
252
Peace on your journey
 
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appleguy420

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Jul 27, 2024
9
good luck <3
 
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yunzzzk

yunzzzk

See you later alligator
Aug 1, 2024
22
May you find peace, have a safe trip
 
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tylerdurden1

Member
Jul 13, 2024
21
i hope you find peace
 
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MountainMan99

Member
Jul 5, 2024
36
See you at the bitter end!
Just tested the sn and so far it's pure, I'm getting a little anxious because I don't wanna throw up, because of the really salty taste I hope I can get through it, I'm will get ready another cup of sn if I fail the first attempt.

I'm kinda scared my family will find the sn I hide, I tried to be at a spot they wouldn't search.

(My family is kinda controlling and over protective, and if I fail something like this I'm sure they would mess all my bedroom to search for something.)
I wish you good luck!

If you don't mind can you tell me which SN test kit you got? I have been looking for one but i can't find a good one that is accurate..
 
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debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
I wish you good luck!

If you don't mind can you tell me which SN test kit you got? I have been looking for one but i can't find a good one that is accurate..
I couldn't find a sn test kit tbh..., I just did the blood test and I trust the pharmacy where I bought it, I hope it turns out good.
Hi, just woke up kinda anxious to do it, I still feel like I would fail, hhhh
 
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MountainMan99

Member
Jul 5, 2024
36
I couldn't find a sn test kit tbh..., I just did the blood test and I trust the pharmacy where I bought it, I hope it turns out good.
Hi, just woke up kinda anxious to do it, I still feel like I would fail, hhhh
I mean, if you follow the SN guide you will not fail, not as long you're not found, but do be aware that once it's done there is no going back, even people who took SN and were found, more than 50% passed way still, i read that in Vizzy's SN bibile, i believe.
 
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debzzzz

debzzzz

Lady of the flowers
Jul 28, 2024
18
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
I'm gonna take the sn now
So I just took like to gulps of sn there still a lot to drink, it's really hard to do it, I already feel the effects I think, my sromach burns and I have tachycardia fuckk, after I drink it all I will go to sleep
So I just took like to gulps of sn there still a lot to drink, it's really hard to do it, I already feel the effects I think, my sromach burns and I have tachycardia fuckk, after I drink it all I will go to sleep
So I just bought the Sn, antiemetic and antiacid.
I will be planning to take the sn in 13-14 hours, it will be at night.

I will be not leaving any goodbye note since i don't have to explain anything to my family, they know all the problems I have and didn't wanted to help me.

Also if I fail I will be back to write on this thread as soon as possible.

I will try to hide the rest of sn I bought just in case of a failed attempt I will take it again.

Also when I get home I will test the sn to see if it's really pure, etc.

Wish me luck.
I'm so sorry I could make it, I ended up throwing all the sn I think here is where I draw the line since o can't try other method... Just.. wish me look in a recovery
 
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feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
252
I hope you are okay
 
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heavyeyes

âśż
Oct 9, 2022
1,716
I hope you're ok. If you're gone I hope you found peace 🤍
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
I'm gonna take the sn now
So I just took like to gulps of sn there still a lot to drink, it's really hard to do it, I already feel the effects I think, my sromach burns and I have tachycardia fuckk, after I drink it all I will go to sleep
So I just took like to gulps of sn there still a lot to drink, it's really hard to do it, I already feel the effects I think, my sromach burns and I have tachycardia fuckk, after I drink it all I will go to sleep

I'm so sorry I could make it, I ended up throwing all the sn I think here is where I draw the line since o can't try other method... Just.. wish me look in a recovery
Are you still with us @debzzzz? What's happening?
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,222
Good luck in your recovery journey, if you are still around. I wish you the best.
 
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tobias

Member
Jan 15, 2021
7
Are you there, @debzzzz ?
Anyway, may you find peace.
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,038
Hope you feel better
 
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youpi

Member
Jul 4, 2024
95
What do you guys think happened ?

He had all the ingredients yet seem to have failed. Exit book says 30 minutes to be unconscious and an hour to die.
Scares me :ehh:
 

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