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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Tomorrow is the day I intend to CTB.
Everything is sorted and planned so why now is 1% of me saying don't do it?
I don't understand 😢
 
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The Abyss

The Abyss

Why're we still here, just to suffer?
Dec 19, 2019
260
Survival instinct, fear of what comes next, guilt, missing the things you do enjoy. Many reasons really; once you've hit bottom you have laser focus on getting it done & ain't nothing stopping the bus.
 
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Bombastus

Member
Jun 5, 2022
33
It's the last door, the moment all the suspense builds up to. the proverbial shaky hand reaching for the doorknob
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Awww yes I can relate to that feeling. It's a difficult decision when those tiny sparks of hope bombard you and make you question your decision.

Work through them one by one. Sit down, take those thoughts and put them in a jar. Look at them from all sides. Then put the jar on a shelf. Then take the next and so on 🫙 🫙 🫙

Sending hugs
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,563
There are many reasons why someone might have a little bit of doubt, but after all it is your life and your decision and only you know when it is the right time to leave this world after all, I believe that it is a feeling that the person has where they know that it is time to leave. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
Tomorrow is the day I intend to CTB.
Everything is sorted and planned so why now is 1% of me saying don't do it?
I don't understand 😢
Method?

Maybe you can make a pros/cons list and see if that puts you into the 100% range?
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I've decided to postpone for a couple of weeks, I aren't 100% ready.

 
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