Story Tomorrow

[Deformationalplagio]

I will make my first serious (and hopefully last) attempt to ctb tomorrow.
My method of choice will be SN.
I wont take antiemetics because im pretty sure they don't work after a lot of research. And i will fast only a couple of hours that should be enough (im a skinny guy with a mega fast methabolism 50kg)
Death scares me but living with a serious deformity (twisted skull and face, severe deformational plagiocephaly) is way worse then death and in the 28 years i live i never been a single minute truthfully happy. Im not leaving any note because i simply dont have anything to say and in general i dislike humans because they treated me like a monster my whole life. I hope my mom sooner or later gets her karma for neglecting my condition when i was young. I really wanted a life but it was taken from me before i was 1 year of age.
I hope you guys find peace with yourself in whatever choice you will make in the end it was fun having a place where i wasnt demonized.
For the mods dont ban me yet i will probably update tomorrow.
Cheers

 

[Rn110bg101]

Good luck, I hope you find happiness and peace in whatever you choose.

 

[Metalhead]

Safe travels young Jedi, see you on the flip side, hope that you find the peace you deserve.

 

[whywere]

Safe journey to you. My heart breaks about your condition. I will have you in my heart as you travel! You are part of our global family here and we want the very best for you. All the love in this world and the next to you!!!!!

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry life brought you to this point. I hope your journey is swift and painless.

 

[Nadcouw]

Have a peaceful journey!

 

[TripleA]

Wish you eternal peace

 

[Spitfire]

I hope you find peace too

 

[sadworld]

Good luck and safe travels! By the way, I love your profile picture, it's from Elfenlied, one of my favorite anime, and your story kinda adds up too

 

[catscradle]

good luck friend

 

[Meditation guide]

Please keep us informed of how you are doing. You are in my thoughts. Wishing you a swift peaceful journey.

 

[Lilacmoon]

Good luck. I hope your journey is swift and free of further hardship and suffering, whatever you may choose.