tomorrow please

[favouriteworstnight]

english is not my first language and i'm drunk so i apologize if i'm not making any sense, but i really want to take my life tomorrow. i was planning to hang myself last year but SI is a bitch, i had a good friend and i told him i wanted to do it and for months he didn't do anything, but in december he told my parents. i was forced to go to therapy and a psychiatrist, i did it before, never worked. i love my friend and my parents greatly and i understand why they were so worried, but i don't wanna keep going, i'm still so fucking hopeless, lithium and antidepressants doesn't help, therapy doesn't help, i wanna cease to exist forever. so i bought another rope and nobody knows, i want to do it tomorrow at night. i didn't test the knots yet... i wanna do FSH. that's it, please wish me good luck

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

english is not my first language and i'm drunk so i apologize if i'm not making any sense, but i really want to take my life tomorrow. i was planning to hang myself last year but SI is a bitch, i had a good friend and i told him i wanted to do it and for months he didn't do anything, but in december he told my parents. i was forced to go to therapy and a psychiatrist, i did it before, never worked. i love my friend and my parents greatly and i understand why they were so worried, but i don't wanna keep going, i'm still so fucking hopeless, lithium and antidepressants doesn't help, therapy doesn't help, i wanna cease to exist forever. so i bought another rope and nobody knows, i want to do it tomorrow at night. i didn't test the knots yet... i wanna do FSH. that's it, please wish me good luck

Your English is just fine. Even in a drunken state, you are doing better than some people I know that speak it Natively lol. I'm sorry you're going through this. You're right that Survival Instinct is a b!tc#.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[xterii]

good luck to you friend, wishing you eternal peace