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ItsMe-Hecked

ItsMe-Hecked

Student
Dec 30, 2021
123
Thank you to the kind users on this site for helping me push through, and convincing me not to make stupid decisions. I'm an idiot, so it's good that I had you guys to help me through my impulsivity. This decision, however, is not impulsive. I've wanted this since eighth grade, and I think it's fair for me to quit while I'm ahead, or whatever I am at this current stage of my life. I feel relieved. I don't have to suffer. I can just - I can drift away. I've also decided to let go of all my grudges because my death is going to be peaceful. This site has some amazing people on here; I'm grateful for that. Please keep this site up. It helped me so immensely during the brief time I was here.


This is truly my curtain call; my grand bow.

Please listen to the song "Goodbye" by Aaron Tveit.



It's my happy ending
Now it's time to say goodnight
We can stop pretending
Tell the spotlight man turn off my light

Cause the show is done now
And it's time to leave the stage
Yeah, the good guy won now
And the band has no more songs to play
It's a happy ending so I'll say

Goodbye
Goodbye to all the make-believe
Goodbye
There's no more magic up my sleeve

There's nothing left to act up here
I'll take my bow and disappear
No questions left for answering
There's only one word left to sing
Goodbye

It's a happy ending
To the greatest show on earth
Now the curtain's descending
And I hope you got your money's worth


Gonna stop the show now
'Cause I wanna leave on top
So get up and go now
'Cause there's nothing left inside my head
Everything that's left to say's been said

But goodbye
Goodbye to all the song and dance
Goodbye
Off-stage I stand a better chance

The show is through, the part's been played
No standing in the wings afraid
No violins or phony tears
The word that's music to my ears is goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye

I'm not afraid of stopping
This end could be my start
I wanna live a life
And not just play a part

I'll walk into the sunset
I'll sail across the sea
The final word
The last you'll hear of me
Of me...

Is goodbye
Goodbye to every night alone
Goodbye
Goodbye to lives I don't own

I'm tired of living on the stage
A life that's only on the page
Empty lies are in the past
I've tried before but here's the last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,990
It must be a relief to have a peaceful way to exit. If this is what you decide to do, then I hope you find freedom from all suffering.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,577
Godspeed, hecked.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Well wishes hecked
 
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D&D

D&D

Write something, even if it’s just a suicide note.
Dec 3, 2021
252
Goodbye @ItsMe-Hecked ... 'This end could be my start ...'

Suicide candles
 
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Arot

Arot

I see only darkness before me
Feb 4, 2020
37
Safe travel, Hecked. We'll miss you.
 
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t-rex

t-rex

Member
Jan 8, 2022
72
Godspeed, friend. I'm glad you found this forum useful, I have as well. I'm sorry it has come to this for you, and even though I don't know you, I hate to see you go. May you soon be at peace and find freedom from suffering. ❤️
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

l
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I'm so so sorry it's come to this for you. You didn't deserve this at all… I wish life had been kinder to you so you could still be here with us. 🥺
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
May you find peace.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
you will be missed
 
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ColorlessTrees

ColorlessTrees

Stuck
Jan 4, 2022
269
All the love. I will miss seeing you around. I hope your suffering finally comes to an end. ❤️❤️❤️
 
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needed_

needed_

waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
804
I'm glad for you you're feeling so peaceful <3
 
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AlexKy

AlexKy

Member
Dec 16, 2021
78
Peacefull travels, and my best whises!
Remember that if you want to pull back there is no shame!
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
It's sad to see you go and I'm gonna miss seeing you around here! My deepest sympathies. But I'm glad at least that you have let go of grudges and feel relieved, you deserve all the very best, Hecked.
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
Goodbye, my friend, Godspeed! I wish you the best and hope you find everlasting peace!
 
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Silenos

Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
1,057
It's a shame that it's time for you to go. You seemed like a fun dude.

I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for. Farewell.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
Be at peace, friend. This life can't hurt you any more.
 
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Justsogone

Justsogone

An unlived life
Dec 14, 2021
100
Godspeed friend!
I hope you find peace!
 
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fatefulstillness

fatefulstillness

ghost.
Oct 24, 2021
151
Safe travels. May you find peace.
 
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Faraknur

Faraknur

Member
Dec 15, 2021
73
I Wish you Peace from the bottom of my Heart. May your travels find a better Destination
 
meetapple

meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
584
Sorry you were in so much pain. Didn't see this until now.
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,131
I hope you found peace
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hope you find the peace desired ✨ ✨
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
I enjoyed have discussions with you hecked. Going to miss you.
 

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